>Turning 30 soon, getting married soon, starting my master's, getting back to the gym
>Get really nostalgic, watched some old movies and fired up some old video games
>Damn, the first Ninja Turtles movie was pretty good after all these years. Batman Returns was great as well. Huh, some of the old LJN games on the NES were not as bad as I recall.
>Check out some retro youtubers I was into in my teens... Holy shit the depression kicks in.
>AVGN is now a husk of a man fixated on nostalgia, PBC productions is no more, Doug Walker is oddly bullet proof but in a haze of denial, Brad Jones is still based, Classic Game Room Mark is still based telling his fans to fuck off and make cryptic videos.
>Brother got a switch, we play, depression hits. Realize we wasted our youth on amusement. I had some good memories but I know I can't go back.
Video games are essentially numbing and a fun time killer, I am growing tired of nostalgia and know it's time to move on. Has anyone felt this way? What exactly am I going through right now?