>game is fun with friends
>no friends
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>game is fun by yourself
>am never alone
Me and every coomer game
Anime sissy thread
failed to derail the thread
post your bussy
Why don't you have friends
im boring
Because just bee yourself is a lie and the only way I can have friends is to fake the way I behave because the real me will never attract friends
>be yourself
Absolutely shit advice, instead
>be the better you
>changing yourself for other people
lmao
>not learning to hide your powerlevel
>not changing to achieve something you want
stagnate, moron
of course it's easy to say what people want to hear. why the frick would I want to do that though.
if you are feeling unhappy remember to seek therapy (psychiatric) and possibly a vacation in a recuperation center
because they migrated to playing valorant and that shit is garbage
most people are extremly boring and only into normie shit
i want friends i can play mahjong with and talk about whatever anime iam currently watching and not just normie shit like redditman or nareddito
i'm here.
you lack self awareness
no he doesn't, I agree with that anon
I'm too ashamed/scared of showing myself to others so I cut contact the moment the relationship starts to get personal.
autism
28, no idea how to interact with people anymore, both irl and online. Haven't had a friend in like 7 years
Do you sit at home all day?
it's too late for irl friends, everyone already has long time friends they would prioritize rather than u
>"friend" circle has a few people that they knew longer than me
>they leave their lives for whatever reason
>try my bes tot fill the gaps, be there for them, be a bro, help out whenever i can, shoot the shit whenever i can
>years later the long-time friend comes back
>they all drop me like a sack of potatoes
>long return friend does not like me, dunno why whatever
>eventually find myself being the only one that initiates any conversation or hangout session with anybody
>try out not talking first for months
>zero replies
>fast forward
>it's been 2 years since i talked to them
>zero messages or calls from them
>wasted 14 years of my life with these homosexuals
>check facebook/twitter
>4 out of 6 became gay
>1 of 6 became trans
>last of 6 named his child after an elder scrolls random NPC (i am not joking)
irl friends are super lame, don't recommend
26 but i'd say i'm about the same.
So you're me? What video games do you like
Because I'm shy and autistic.
>actively avoid every social interaction due to social anxiety
>social skills get worse which reinforces my disdain for social interactions
>stop texting old friends because being social is tiring for me
>slowly lose them all
>start smoking weed every day to cope with loneliness
>smoke weed all day instead of getting a hobby and meeting new people
>turn into a boring, antisocial sperg with no hobbies or anything interesting to say
I'll die alone
This is a hell of your own making, if you truly want out of it you are going to need to make a change in your life.
exact same story here anon
for me it's also
>weed makes me even more socially moronic and self-conscious to the point where i can't interact with other people if i'm high
>am high almost 24/7
because all my friends got married and are raising families and no longer have time for some virgin loser who plays games all day
>No chance to talk to people at work
>Don't know how to make friends online
>None of the vidya I enjoy have social components as far as I know
>Any friends I made when I was in school I lost touch with completely within a year or two
I always attract the bpdemons, i have low social energy and those people demand 200% of it, and by the time I finally get rid of them it takes me years to care enough to try again.
>I always attract the bpdemons
are they hot
not really, they are always lazy neet losers who don't shower
idk, I feel those parts are unrelated
>and cheat on you
oh that sucks
>oh that sucks
its what daddy issues/no father figure does to a girl, they also just ghost and refuse to talk to you and avoid you irl for days.
i've been unlucky to date 4 of them.
Maybe she’s just uninterested but doesn’t have the resolve or humanity to actually dump you.
I think daddy issues and all that trauma stuff manifests in other ways, though, I’m not discounting that either.
How/where did you find four of them? I thought bpd wasnt that common
it is if you got molested
;_;
>dating a girl who was molested
my penis could not be more erect
oh boohoo
Everyone gets molested, even if it's just a little bit
If you didn't that means you are ugly, would you rather be ugly?
>If you didn't that means you are ugly, would you rather be ugly?
I wasn't molested and I'm unironically really insecure about that
maybe you just had a good family and a father to protect you
but you are here so, sorry about your ugliness, anon
Don't worry, i'll molest you.
i've always been ugly, not deformed just like a 5/10
i got mistaken for a girl as a kid a lot though, but an ugly girl, I've always been called an ugly girl
that's why i got molested
so no, it has nothing to do with attractiveness
It has everything to do with attractiveness, you ever hear of a fat kid getting molested? Nope
but i have never been attractive and it happened to me moron
you were attractive to someone then :^)
Did the pedo put a bag over your face or something?
leave me alone, i get enough of a hard time in my actual life i don't need it from you literal Black folk too
It was a hard time alright
I have some plans lined up once I get some things sorted out
good luck my dude
have a nice day pajeet
At least he didn't get bagged and raped LOL
>get bullied in the depression thread
lol. i guess i'll actually kill myself tonight
End yourself NOW, enough with the attention whoring. Either do it or frick off. Die moron.
in two weeks i'll buy a webcam and start a thread on this board in the evening, EST. I have to get a couple things in order first before i can do it
unironically based, i have extreme respect for all people that suicide live since thats at least some internet fame
ok? i don't really care about internet fame
i don't have any friends, i never have. what the frick do you expect
you'd take that back if you knew i was a troony freak
even if you are a troony I do not wish death upon you
why not?
sorry i told you to have a nice day, I'm not going to point out every post it'd be kind of fricking gay. but now that i know you're serious i want you to know that i appreciate your sentiment
You were tricked into thinking that becoming a troony (post op or not) was gonna some how make your life better. It probably isn't just that of course but I do know that there is regret and sometimes mental illness that goes undiagnosed because of that life style. While I dont know who you are and what you have done with your life, I still have to assume that you arent as gross as those freaks that try to enter a nude spa or at least I hope so. I don't desire even the people in my own life who have fricked me over to die so why would I a stranger on the internet?
i appreciate what you're saying
Shits rough bro but you can turn it around. People in much worse situations in time have had absolutely nothing but still made it out and lived a good life. I believe even the post op troons could change their lives even after mutilating their bodies. Just a matter of change
i hope things get better, but it's difficult
There you go, you have some hope at least. Now use it
If you still got your willie, please don't go cutting it off.
There's still time.
You can't be the anime girl, but you can wack off to them!
You got it already! You don't have to make a new one.
Well, if you're the guy that got bullied because you got molested, i did infact reply to you.
It's a big thread though, lotta anonymous posters so who can tell who'se post is who'se.
So how about those games?
We could still end up friends ya know.
i play a lot of different games. metal gear was my favorite a long time ago, then TPP happened. I've been playing a lot of Castlevania, red dead redemption 2 and halo lately, i guess
>You'd hate me because i have mental issues.
No, anon, i think you need help but you were discussing a serious topic.
Even if you insist on transistioning or whatever, don't get bullied by edgelords and don't have a nice day.
Who decides they're at the end of their rope and decides to spill their guts out to fricking Ganker lmao.
Don't listen to edgelords, anon.
They just don't know how to deal with such a serious topic.
Sorry that happened to you mate, keep it up
This is true, somehow this made me a magnet for schizos and violent narcissists
I've always felt like a higher power was punishing me for allowing myself to be raped as a child, for not telling anyone about it so something could be done to the perpetrators and probably prevent others from experiencing the same
Are you still in love with one of them?
With who, the terrible insane people I draw or the people who raped me as a child? moronic question
One of the rapists obviously, if not why wouldn't you report them?
I was 8 and raised by a single mother who got mad when I interrupted her hobbies. It's not something easy for anyone to talk about let alone when you're a literal child who gets bullied and neglected all the time
>got molested
>then got ugly when I got older so I'll never get to experience real affection
You aren't ugly. I promise. Your self esteem just got assassinator by the molestation. It isn't your fault.
Did they stop molesting you before or after you got ugly?
very hot, unfortunately they're crazy but not in the hot way they just threaten suicide and cheat on you.
>I always attract the bpdemons
literally me
>t. also a bpdemon
I'm mentally ill but not a bpdemon, just autistic, severely depressed and avoidant,
>avoidantgay
>still want friends
literally life on nightmare difficulty
whats a bpdemon
borderline personality disorder. you know, crazy b***hes
i had friends, but I became that guy who just disappeared for no reason
now I don't know how to reconnect or make new friends
The same thing happened with me. It was embarrassing, but basically I met back up with them one day and apologized for it. They forgave me and we became friends again. I recommend doing the same thing. Don't just vanish. The older we get, the harder it will be to make new friends. Treasure the folks you have. Not every single friend needs to be some deep Platonic soulmate. Even the ones that you only have casual interactions with can be so meaningful. I also find that I often go to my more casual (especially online) friends when I want to talk about things that are really bothering me. It doesn't have relationship implications like when you bring things like suicide or depression up with your friends and family.
>try to recconect with frens over christmas by sending them presents and cards
>no one sends a message back
it's fricking over.
it's pretty fun and you can play it on fightcade now
who the frick does that you stalker
just send them a whatsapp message
I would be friends with all of these lonely gays on /v9k/ but the reality is they won't even reciprocate with contact or if they did we would have like one conversation on discord and never speak again.
I do have a few. But not many of them like playing the same games I do.
I play MWO with some online friends. None of my IRL friends play anymore.
I play TF2 with my one friend and brother and cousin.
GF doesn't play any of the same games I do. She absolutely loathes online PvP games. We occasionally dabble in Astroneer or some retro console games I have. Wish she played more PvP with me but I won't force her to do anything she doesn't like because I want authenticity more than I want her to just play my games because I want it that way.
I have a couple autists I have picked up from various servers but we don't really share the same game interests. More that nobody else would treat them like a person so they seek conversation from me I suppose.
I don't really know why I am in this thread. Maybe hoping to add a friend or two, and feel genuinely bad for OP I guess.
i'm too emotional and clingy. I get super attached and it drives everyone away. I had nothing left and no hope of ever having a friend again because I am old enough to be the dad for almost everyone I meet online now. I am not interested in befriending a literal zoomer or younger
How young are you lad
almost 40
I'm a straight white male
menty illness
everyone i try to connect with puts me down for some aspect of my personality, something i like, and/or something i think is funny, and they do it every time, and never want to do anything with me either
I'm an unlikable person
some people are just born that way
it can't be helped
i think I'm gonna start just getting high every day soon. not much else to do and i gave it a solid yet varied 30 years
Dropped out of highschool and stopped playing football. I started being a neet and was ashamed of it so i cut contact. Actually had 2 old Friends who tried to get in touch with me a few years ago. One for a primary school class reunion and the other for a drink. I said no to the drink and blocked the other without responding. I'm not too bothered about it.
All my life I lived in a house with little privacy, so I don't like to use voicechat, even now that I can. Also I've tried to join a Discord, but I feel like I don't fit there and leave
how common is this?
im literally bricked, cant talk at all
>have severe social anxiety to the point where I can’t even reply to some anons on here
>everytime I make some friends they find some way to backstab me later
Social ineptitude and trust issues are a bad combination
reply to me
It's honestly really sad what modern people have to do to make "friends".
I know a guy who literally shares cosplay pics to his friends just to keep them around. It's pathetic. I mean why the frick are you sending me pictures of ass hanging out from underneath your cosplay skirt.
No wonder they're turning all gay these days. They have to sell ass for friendship.
What the frick
post them
>Have a solid group of friends all through high school
>They all drift away after graduation
>Don't know how to make new friends
>Friendless for 7 years
ill be ur fren
we can play battlebit
All my friends fell to a life drugs/alcohol, partying, and being suicidal over girls. After a while of trying to help them, I just found that they rather have me live in misery with them than try to better themselves. Oh well, so be it
35 and I'm tired of trying to maintain friendships with people who don't seem all that bothered. I feel like I've cared more about every friend I've ever had than they did about me.
>I feel like I've cared more about every friend I've ever had than they did about me.
Story of my life.
We have infinite friends in the afterlife. We come here to experience having not so many. This is what NDErs say.
And NDEs are more real than this world, in every way. For example, they are more consistent experiences, illustrated well by this quote:
>"For me, life is sort of like the haunted house. When you come in, you know it's just an experience. It's small, it's just one night, right? So it's just this one life. You're eternal, you have billions of lives, so knowing that you're going to come in just for one to have an experience, though it may be judged as tough, or difficult, or scary, you actually chose it because you knew it was just going to be an experience, you know it's no big deal. You understand on the other side that this part, life, is actually the dream, and you just wake up after. It's no different than one dream you had last night, out of a lifetime of dreams. This life that you're having right now is just one, it's just a blip."
So just like life is more consistent than our dreams (dreams last a few moments, life has been the same for decades), so too is the NDE reality more consistent than life (life has been the same for decades, the NDE reality has been the same for forever, for way more than trillions of years). Here this point is elaborated more on:
And it is instantly evident to NDErs that heaven is real too, even atheists:
>"It's real to us when we're in it, but once I was there in heaven I realized that's more real, that felt more real, and it made much more sense to me than anything here. This is kind of nonsensical at times. In heaven, it's so clear, so real, so rational, so logical, but yet emotional and loving at the same time. Immediately I knew that was real and this was not. Immediately."
From https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/mysteries-consciousness/202204/does-afterlife-obviously-exist
So heaven is undeniably real.
>can make older people who are 50+
>can’t make any that are around my age group
Why can’t I relate to my fellow zoomers?
I live in the middle of nowhere, working a job where I don't interact with anyone.
There's no real group or club that aligns with my interests and age group within 100 miles. I don't know how people who don't already have friends in their late twenties are expected to just find strangers and make lasting connections.
People here will come up with thousands of excuses but the truth is they're insufferable incels who put no effort at all in improving themselves either mentally nor physically so they just blame society for having standards
same as body positivity uggos
I think having friends requires some qualities I don’t have. I don’t know why I don’t have them or what they are, it was always felt this way. Over the course of my life, I never knew what it was like to “belong” or be wanted somewhere, I’ve been an outcast for 27 years now. Never cared about having friends until the relatives I cared about started to die and I realized that I will be all on my own very soon.
> Over the course of my life, I never knew what it was like to “belong” or be wanted somewhere, I’ve been an outcast for 27 years now.
How the frick do you go through 27 YEARS without making a single acquaintance? Are you fugly? Autistic? Don’t have a job or live in the middle of bumfrick nowhere? You must be disabled in some shape or form.
i'm 18 and never had any friends it's only going to take me 3200 days to catch up, i can do it
You're underage and hiding it poorly, you've already ruined your life you just don't know it yet It gets worse
Incorrect.
not even online friends?
Not even then. Empty discord, empty steam friend list, I don't even know why I tried.
Different anon here, quick, what games?
My last friends left me either for new friends or their partners
Basically they decided I wasn't worth keeping around anymore, so now I'm scared of commitment and can't into genuine friendships anymore
That's why
I don't trust people
I hate people who gossip, which is everyone apparently
my last two friend groups I pushed them to see if they'd talk to me about the change in behavior instead of abandoning and gossiping about me
they always abandoned me, when all they had to do was say something
no one can be trusted
I deliberately avoid getting close to people because I feel like I'm too much of a cringe person to have meaningful relationships
I'm not good at making friends irl, I'm the quiet one in the group but I always try to help people with what I can, whether it's studying or at work, because it's the only way I know to connect with someone. but people only use me, I realized that recently. I never receive texts asking me how I am today but to ask me for favors
social burnout, I only interact with a small group of friends no. Thats all I need
Translation: I'm in a clique and just kiss their ass, anyone outside it is a literal NPC 2nd class citizen.
t. friendless outsider NPC
I have no desire to make them.
I don't meet people. I'm not that bad in social situations and I made friends in school and shit, but now that I need to be more proactive in seeking them out I can't. I'm also terrible at staying in contact with existing friends which is why I lost all the ones I made in school.
Because at my lowest everyone either acted like I didn't exist or were trying to push me further into the hole
The mods are very specific as to what's "off topic" despite a lot of shit theoretically being off topic
>or were trying to push me further into the hole
That's me, I do that
Pulling the crabs in a bucket on one actually improved a lot of shit, but of course I was the villain while they were just doing banter
I'm so used to just bouncing from group to group due to not being allowed anywhere but the outside that I figure it's not worth the effort
>I'm so used to just bouncing from group to group due to not being allowed anywhere but the outside that I figure it's not worth the effort
wut?
Man who is tolerated but never accepted
Ah ok well then focus on yourself then anon.
Hopefully you got some new friends anon
I dropped out of college and then became NEET and later felt too ashamed to keep contact with people knowing that I was leeching off my parents in my mid 20's.
Literally me anon
It's the type of shit that keeps me up at night whenever I think about how I wasted my life by dropping out and doing nothing with my life
The worst part to me is that I could make friends or get a gf again since I've done it before, but I don't know how to explain that I went though literal years of nothing but sitting in my room most of the day either browsing this place, listening to music, or learing how to play my keyboard and guitar. I don't know how to explain that I graduated from high school a damn decade ago and have a total work history of 9 months and only recently earned an associates degree. Or that I dropped out because I lost sight of why I was there to begin with and it's bitten me in the ass ever since.
Even though I'll be 28 this year and I'm working towards a career in IT, I still feel like I'm mentally 18 and will have to live with the fact that I wasted years of my life doing nothing to advance myself.
>will have to live with the fact that I wasted years of my life doing nothing to advance myself
most of the people did, if you didn't get rich of a cryptoscam you absolutely wasted ur entire life
I've got a college degree.
It doesn't get any better, anons.
At least with a degree I could feel better about how I achieved something in my life and I could look for a job anon
Being 26 with an empty resume and no skills sucks
Try being in your 30s with nothing but "I have a college degree" on it. Recruiters do not give a frick.
the feeling is worse when you have a degree but have never used it in the 3 years since graduation
imagine having a degree but being a wagie at amazon with moronic highschool drop outs
couldn't be me but if it was i'd heavily contemplate suicide everyday
frick my life
can confirm. i'm a wagie at a corpo and I have to deal with moronic team members, moronic organization, moronic managers constantly
I can only hang out with people that have as shit or shittier life than me
The envy kills me inside if I have to listen that my friend is earning 3x times money as me or is getting married
Because most of Ganker have grown on Ganker their entire life creating not only no personality, Negative personality which actually pushes people away due to their gross worldview. They probably also smell of cum-stains and unwashed ass. Every joke they do all the time is self-deprecating and suicide "humor" which makes people dont want to associate with them.
Everyone I meet online already has an established friend group and idk how to break out of being their "secondary" friend
>make friends
>get annoyed by friends
>break off contact
>wait 3 years to do it all again
This, shit gets fricking annoying quick. I aint tolerating much from grown ass men
Making "friends" is easy but when they start trying to be close friends like asking so much about your personal life it's very off-putting. I only have one real friend only because we know way too much about each other include shit we'll take to the grave.
We stay in contact damn near everyday but I'm not trying to force that bond with new people. Im too old to be telling some mf my life story just to see if he likes me. It's sounds fricking pathetic because it is
>everyone says game is fun with friends
>play game with friends
>it's boring
>play game solo
>it's fun
every single time
Me withTerraria and Satisfactory.
Same here, I enjoy my time better when I alone than when I'm with a friend
>game is not supposed to be fun
>have fun
Where'd the wiener come from
the emotional support chicken center
>have a problem
>make a post about it
>nobodycares
>make another post
>nobody cares
>make another fricking post
>pic related
maybe somebody will care
>approach girl
>she's not interested
>approach girl
>she's not interested
>approach girl
>she's not interested
>approach girl
>she's interested
>acquire gf
Works for me, just be yourself.
Only works if you're average to attractive my man. Majority of incels are average looking guys that are moronic and think they are on the same level as ugly men. The actual ugly guys have no chance and are completely justified in being bitter homosexuals to be honest
finding a girl isn't the hard part. Making sure she actually wants to stay, that's the hard part.
Then you give her a reason to stay. No woman is desperate enough to just stay out of obligation. Even the virgin shut-ins are prostitutes online for attention.
i kill every thread i post in somehow
Not this one. I'll make sure this one doesn't reach page 12!!! Count on it.
th-thanks
Skill issue. I haven't had irl friends since 2012 and I still had a blast in games this whole time
Even worse, you have friends but they only play shit like League of Legends or FOTM games and refuse to play anything else
I can be friends with you, but you first will have to suck my wiener, how about that?
What gaem
https://store.steampowered.com/app/1895970/Robotherapy/
>drawings are cute
>can't draw
It's fricking Joever
People I know in real life that play the games I like are usually heavily medicated or it's hard to get them to log online or they don't really have aspirations outside of the gaming world which makes it depressing to play with them so I usually just play by myself
I'm not a life coach I'm just trying to reach end game so we can harass people in PvE/PVP together
i just wish people didnt make fun of my voice, why are people so cruel?
post a vocaroo anon i'm curious now :3
Frick off gay
i will never use vc ever again
I won't make fun of you, promise.
thats what everyone always says
Alright, I respect your decision. Can you describe why people make fun of it though? Is it high pitched? monotone? speech impediment?
do it anyway
https://voca.ro/1mhMeBja6C4b
hah. Is that actually how you talk or did you exaggerate your accent. Also where are you from?
>tfw no pajeet friend to play games with and listen to him rage in his accent
WEAK
>OP provides no contact info
But why...? I don't understand.
What is it that you're playing when you can't find the related thread?
heh, is that a czech accent? greek maybe?
>have a massive complex over my voice and dont talk
>cant really connect to anyone in my circle because of it
>get relegated as a background character
Im used to it
but every once in a while when I fail to ignore it I get menhera and always end up on the edge of deleting all of my accounts and disappearing
Stop being a little b***h.
literally me
Bloodhound is that you
I bet you sound like the geekiest geek you have ever heard with a nasally grating voice or you have a voice of a lispy fat guy.
>game is fun with friends
>have friends
>play alone
I hate the time sink that sessions turn into these days. I'd rather just get a small dose of fun and save time for other things.
>game is fun with friends
>online only
No thanks.
Same. What games tho... maybe we can be frens if we have games in common. Post discord or something and I'll add and probably regret it later since Ganker is a shit board.
>Have been playing Six Days In Fallujah, GTFO, Insurgency, Left 4 Dead 2, Killing Floor 2, Assetto Corsa, Ready or Not, Battlefield 4, and Halo: Master Chief Collection
Real.
>try to add friends on steam to play games that are fun with friends
>they are only interested in sexual relations and never want to play anything
SEX AHHHH SEX WITH ANON AHHHH
happens to me all the time
sucks so much that gays think I'm easy prey they can take advantage of just cause my writing style is polite
Just don't play online games if you get bullied I got bullied In Pvkii 3 weeks ago and now I won't play online games forever feels good that I don't have to follow admin rules and lick ther asses every living second.
>>game is fun with friends
Name one (1) ONE game released in the past 2 years.
sunbreak
MH games aren't fun period.
>he has no tulpa friends
I have a tulpa and it's not a friend.
>dude just mindfrick yourself until you become schizophrenic bro
yes?
Yeah I've resigned the fact that I'm never going to make friends again and be a permanent virgin on top of that...
>was true
>still play
What do you do when you DO have friends but they're all morons who became wagies and only play roblox and read twitter all the time
I wouldnt wanna be friends with you guys either, your post is ten second scroll away from decapitated dead body and rainbow flags, also you posted anime girl and AFAIK those people are always mentally ill gays and drug substance abusers or bright haired feminists.
If you wanna have friends, stop being so fricking weird. No more anime, just marvel and Halo. Also stop watching porn, its creepy when you do it. I literally cant stop you from being socially moronic but at least get a job and switch to WHATEVER IS POPULAR 2023. No weird shit. Otherwise i will never talk to you. Its not cute and you are not a passable trap, grow the frick up you dadless incel.
>No more anime
Not him, but all my normie coworkers watch anime. It's pretty mainstream these days.
Oh good to know, over here we just go for Rammstein, Magic the Gathering, or DOOM. Naruto and FIFA get name-dropped in the offices a lot too and Diablo 4 is probably on their to-do list but theyre not actually playing it. Counter Strike is the holy grail.
>game was the best with friends
>it's mediocre without friends.
There are only a few single player that can match it.
what games do you want to play? i'll play them with you
I don't play multiplayer. Frick off.
ok...
never heard or seen this game before! looks interesting...
we'd probably need a whole group of friends for that game, no?
the catch is that... it's over...
no sexoooooooooo
what's that!
>what's that!
Funny fighting game that can also be a party game!!
virtual on
Barotrauma
I have Barotrauma though I'm currently not all that interested in playing it again. Forgot how and wasn't that good at it to begin with anyway. Maybe we could play it some time though, still have it installed... I hope the mods I have aren't broken since it got out of Early Access.
bungee jumping simulator, but there is a catch
Sex simulator
Project+ !!!
I'm down for barotrauma.
Slap City but you have to let me win or I'll be upset.
>game is fun without friends
>too many friends
If a game has to have friends to be fun, then it's poorly designed.
Normally I shit up these threads but you posted an easily reverse-searchable pixiv image and I really like this artist that otherwise would have been impossible to find.
>graduated university with a worthless degree
>held a few meaningless boring jobs
>had plenty of money, but no enjoyment in life
>quit the jobs
>struggled to find employment in something I wanted to do
>became a neet for five years
>still have some IRL friends, but they are all busy with their day to day life stuff
>getting older everyday with nothing to show for it
>no skills, no passion, no enjoyment of life
>could get another job, but it would be some meaningless job like retail or fast food
>fall deeper and deeper into depression
It is just endless suffering. I cannot believe this is what my life actually is. Sometimes I just quietly sit in a chair alone at night and cry thinking about it. No lover, no legacy, nothing.
I'm kinda like that as well. When I get to the point of crying, one thing that helped me was reading books on philosophy. Avoiding thinking about what I don't have or could've had helps as well.
The bad nights still come but not as often, I guess.
Any recommendations on specific philosophical texts? I used to enjoy reading philosophy when I was younger, but I found it brought me no happiness. All it did was justify my extreme empathy, of which I have always regretted having since it just makes me even more miserable.
Wouldn't say I'm an expert, but the classics in general (Plato, Aristotle, etc) are usually a good and useful read.
I'll be your friend anon
>game is fun with friends
>friends are all "ironic" buttholes who never do any introspection
Never again.
This is the reason I swore off irony and became 100% genuine. All that forced post-post-post-post irony shit gets so tiresome, it's not even funny anymore. Imagine having so little self-worth that you fear expressing yourself just because some homosexual nobody could make fun of you.
Reject irony, embrace the things you like.
I’ve been trying to be more like this. I think there’s a lot of merit to being genuine and more people, high quality people, will learn that it is better to be a real person instead of being locked inside of an ideological shell of inconsistency and paradox.
It's actually pretty difficult to go back to being genuine. Irony has made me so cynical about everything and feeds the fear of being judged by others for my interests. I'm trying to change though.
Be honest & genuine, seriously. Reject irony except for a rare jape every now and then.
If your friends or whoever you talk to are making fun of you while behind 8 layers of irony, just ask them if that is how they truly feel. If you've been too cynical, you can most likely notice it in others.
Think about the Runescape AMV's from 2007 with Three Days Grace or Breaking Benjamin. People who are unashamedly honest and believe in what they say and do are people that are difficult to hate.
You can call it cringe or lame. But the dude clearly made what he wanted and hating on an honest act of creation for one's own fun is subhuman tier thinking. Even wrote the storyline of the video in the description. I love it. I've been enjoying nightcore music and making edgelords in RPG's and I'm having a blast.
Be who you want to be, and eventually you might attract people like you.
>Reject irony
This shit is how I've made my friends, IRL and online. Being behind a facade or a mask is exhausting.
>[RSMV] Animal I Have Become
Holy fricking based, I remember this shit. I still love those old PKing videos with screamo or some other shit playing. Like Maikel Pro or Kids Ranqe.
Still luv 'em.
>Pendulum
Always reminds me of 2007/2008 era TF2/CSS. You are fricking based, have some shit I love myself from way back. I love this shit man.
>Watercolour
I was torn on posting either that or Blood Sugar
Kino vids you linked. I'll watch them with joy. Godspeed, fellow honest Anon
Godspeed to you too, honest bro. May we stay ever pure in the face of an irony poisoned society.
>irony poisoned
Not that guy, but I blame smartphones. Everyone seems to have lost touch with reality due to the accessibility of the 'net at all times via smartphones.
To me it seems everyone's become sociopaths for it
why are good people so hard to find?
They wouldn't be worth much if they weren't.
I don’t have friends but I have two brothers with similar vidya taste, thank god. Gaming would not be the same without them.
idk man, friends are kinda wack. yeah im a bit of a sperg with no social skills but i gotta work on myself first. cant make friends if im not even my own friend, plus having to fake a persona just sucks ass
>sex is fun
>no one to have sex with
Just have sex
But I don't know any girls other than my sister
have sex with your sister then
>lust provoking image
Play Project+ with my friends and I. US East
Anytime I add someone on Ganker I get removed/blocked for trying to play games. Frick you homosexuals you don't deserve friends.
I dunno anon, it's much more common that anons here will simply ghost you if they don't want to deal with persistent videogame requests. Pretending to be offline is a cliched meme at this point, but it fits the bill for a lot of people here.
Getting constantly outright blocked sounds like there's more to your story than you're letting on.
i added someone here and they kept sending me diaper furry porn
Well then.
You have my condolences, but I'm now required to inform you that this must be a skill issue.
Please play games on fightcade with me, I'm so lonely. Tomoyo#1651
You there.
Yes, you.
Just Fricking Post Videogames.
Adding people out of pure desperation even though you have nothing in common is nice and all, but how am I supposed to know what games you play unless you POST VIDEOGAMES.
if you like to play coop games or would like to grief/troll source games (cs source/go/gmod etc) feel free to add me /id/aepoukataestasis/ (just comment on my profile calling your preffered racial slur so i know youre not an indian scammer)
Also I reccomend checking out this board
Most people on Ganker dont play games and are just here to shitpost
>griefing
Why?
I'm a professional griefer (ex-mƴg0t)
No
source games are shit
I don't have friends. I play DRG with randoms, it's really fun but in the end no one adds me
Understandable. When I host normal games, It's pretty much a revolving door of people doing assignments and peacing out immediately. The in-game communication system being so good kind of works against you as well, since people are much more likely to just communicate in laser pointers and vague grunts than even bothering typing a message in chat.
It's only when I host modded lobbies that people seem to stick around or really interact much, the unifying power of sweating at work I guess.
I have 50 hours in drg. Never played multiplayer once
I HAVENT PLAYED A VIDEOGAME IN ALMOST 3 YEARS AND JUST BEEN ENJOYING MY SINGLE LIFE LIFESTYLE ALONE FOREVER HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>fall in love with the only friend I have
>know it's just loneliness but can't stop feeling it
>they're not even close to me either yet, not really
>they politely brush off whatever I accidentally say and keep talking to me so I guess I'm not ruining it
>but every time i talk about anything slightly personal they shut down the topic, even if it's a fairly light and relevant topic to whatever discussion we're having
Well, at least he enjoys the TTRPG I'm running for him
You deserve better.
Not all of us are gay anon. This is especially an issue when I like being friends with everyone and literally don't care about their sexuality.
It's nothing personal, I just like goth women
So where are all the handles? I use matrix.
r4mmiv4l:matrix.org
You think you can just waltz in here with your federated meme client without any context and have me add you on a whim?
Yes.
Yes? Am i missing something here?
do you like persona
I just stick to JRPGs, it's comfy isolation.
You can't be worse than me
Imagine being ESL and feel that you only fit in places like this instead of your own language forums haha...
that's normal for ESLs
all my countrymen have shit taste
You must be Finnish.
That's every single ESL on this site.
Local spaces are just normalgay cancer so we come here to discuss actual stuff we're interested in.
>"game is fun with friends"
>play game with friends
>it's not fun at all
>they just make dumb jokes in the voice chat the whole time and frick around
>if they're sweaty they'll shit on you constantly for not being as good as them
>the game consists of doing the same thing over and over endlessly because it's designed to keep you playing for hundreds or thousands of hours
>if the game is designed for singleplayer (souls games) you're cheating yourself out of the experience
I realized that all multiplayer games are trash and I will never touch them again.
If you don't have friends it is a problem with YOU, not everyone else. Focus on fixing yourself instead of wallowing in the mud like a little b***h. Buying into /LULZ/'s robot bullshit literally cost me my 20s. Man the frick up, get out of the house, go to the gym, get a hobby other than video games. It'll be hard at first, but if I can do it so can you. I was also a gay anime poster in 2017.
only good post ITT
I own my house, I own a car, I have a good job, I workout, I run. I have no friends and nothing will fix my brain
>just b urself bro 🙂
I am and that's exactly why nobody wants to associate with me
>robot thread
why are you here
If you don't have friends, try to get friends outside this place
I tried to have friends on this website since 2012, probably talked to 2000 Gankerners, never worked once, I thought the problem was me
I made friends outside Ganker, I'm part of a one of the most genuine and beautiful friend group for 3 years, it was that easy
people on other websites are even meaner than here though
I can't say I relate, since I've been put down so much by people from this website, more than anyone I ever met outside this place, but I do hope you find friends that aren't mean to you, anon
Finding friends you can talk seriously with will become harder as time goes on I think, good luck with that Anon
Well, it's logical that you can't make friends here, nobody posts their Steam for good reasons. I have friends IRL but I can't talk seriously with any of them, feeling that I am not the only one with these problems here is good, I wish something more could be done, but it is what it is
I'm getting so lonely it physically hurts.
I can feel some form of rot in my heart and lungs.
I'm actually too much of a pussy to talk to people because i used to be bullied a lot, i still get randomly insulted or mocked by strangers today, like they can smell my weakness.
I don't hate myself or think i'm very ugly, but others seem to.
People are mean.
My soul is dying.
Anyone here feel the same?
no
just 'bee' urself
I don't want to be a bee.
You wanna talk? Lets talk anon. How are people mean to you? Do you desire attention irl? Are you a user of the devil's cabbage or the spicy water? Any exercise? Just asking to get a feel of dilemma
I hardly interact with strangers but i catch foul stares sometimes, i got mocked for how i walked (normally) by some teens a week ago, got mocked for being a manlet even though i'm 6ft a few weeks ago.
Stuff like that.
And we all want attention to some degree, just being respected and listened to by friends, to exist, have some fun.
As for bodily health.
I don't drink, do drugs, take meds and try to watch what i eat.
I work out for about an hour a day, mostly strength training, weights between 20 to 60 kgs.
It's strange but the pain really just seems psychosometic, ya know?
I'm too much of a pussy to handle life.
How about you?
Loving life?
I will say one thing is how are you catching all these bad glances towards? Do you live as a particular race in unparticular part of town? Do you have an autist dead stare towards people? As for teens, you gotta remember they are just moronic anon. Seems like you are trying to take care of yourself by doing some exercises and staying away from more unhealthy option so good for you. Do you take antipsychotic? Last thing is are you a NEET? NEETdom, despite what some of these gays say on here, will drain you of fulfillment in life and leave you even hating vidya.
Since you asked, I have been finally independent of my family and their drama for the first time in life. I am paying bills for rent and such and doing more work but it really feels nice to do things on your own for once. Can't really complain about life atm.
I'm happy for you, it's a big milestone, it's finally fully your own life.
But no, i'm just a white european.
Though i'm sure i have a dead stare its only because nobody smiles at me, so i got no reason to smile, i'm not moronic so i can read expressions just fine.
And well, yeah i'm a NEET, not allowed to work.
I got messed up emotionally in highschool/college so now i get moron bucks for being very sad.
sadly, i'm stuck as a failure.
I want to say more, vent more.
But goddamn talking about it shows how boring and lame it all is, haha.
Thanks, it does feels great. Being a government sanctioned NEET at least gives you a back-up in terms of trying to do something else out in life. As I said before, playing vidya and shitposting on this site will get old anon. I was in a similar situation in life where I had nothing going for myself but my folks didn't expect me to try and better myself. As much as I saying to try something different, you also need to realize that no one will save you but yourself. There are good people out there and I believe you could find them if you really try but remember that everyone has their own problems in life too. We have til this thread gets archieved so keep talking. I don't mind
Brother i know everyone has their own problems.
I aways wanted to help people, studied psychology, did volunteer work, always tried to offer help to people.
I got insulted, fired and got death stares.
People really just do not like me.
You can't force people to, obviously, you just wish them the best but.
That's it, there's nothing more i believe i can realistically do, all that's left is to rot.
I'm not a bad person, people just don't like me, that's it.
are you like an obnoxious know it all or were you genuinely just quiet and normal and people just didn't like you for no good reason?
A mix, old lady senior at my volunteer job thought i was an obnoxious know-it-all.
I was trying to show i was interested in what she was telling me though, haha.
Most cases its not just me being awkward, just people not liking me.
Can only assume it's looks based.
Nah, the fact that I knew it was that behavior in particular that you struggled with means it has little to do with your looks. I diagnose you with r.eddit-itis.
Get in shape, stop thinking you're better than other people, stop thinking you're a victim.
Shut up and listen before you speak. When you're about to speak, really make sure you're not just saying something to sound smart or leave a certain impression.
Stop lying to others, and more importantly, yourself.
Wild assumptions.
I am nothing like that.
I work out every day and don't act like a smug c**t.
I'm not a victim, i just am.
I always listen.
I don't act AT ALL like you're implying.
You are literally what you're accusing anon of being.
Do you live in a big city? Seems strange how many c**ts are around you. The city areas always sucks, I will say that much
Amsterdam.
Though i'd figure that's just how people are everywhere.
We all have our bubble, no room for others, sadly.
Maybe its the city life anon. I used to live in LA and that shit was rough. Everyone was on edge all the time and on some type of drug or they were black
I'm not here to be racist, anon.
I would never stoop so low as to make assumptions based on the tone of someone's skin.
But you can't help but notice how it's always people of a specific... culture, acting like the worst type of person.
heh well hopefully you can find something in life to give you purpose. Like some of the other anon have been saying, maybe you need to do some deeper introspection of yourself and surroundings. Who knows you better than yourself after all. Seems strange how everyone is somehow against you in life. That is just unusual. I say you should try and get into some sort of trade. Don't go to school for it first look into more so that way you are not in some field of work you end up hating.
Yeah, let's be honest it's gotta be something i'm doing wrong sometimes, just that i can't find out what it is.
Ah well, life goes on, just gotta hold on for Armored core and dragons dogma 2.
Yes life goes on and you make what is the best of it. Times change and so do we so maybe things aren't going to be so sour forever. The thread is nearer bump limit so good luck anon and you are gmi
people can't dislike you for no reason
you must be doing something unconciously like talking in a bad way or facial expressions being too honest or maybe you're pedantic
People tend to dislike me because i treat them like morons, i also have a bad habit of always trying to show that i'm better than everyone (i don't actually think it's a bad habit but people are sensible)
I'm just awkward and was often called ugly.
And people can absolutely just decide to hate you because "gut feelings".
I've had family members talk to me about doing exactly that like it's normal.
And i do think you shouldn't make people feel dumb or silly, anon.
Gotta always show you understand what they're trying to say or why they believe something.
it's difficult to think that absolutely everyone you tried to approach had that gut feeling, there must be something that you're not aware of yet, the looks and awkwarness alone can't make you end up marginalized
Also
>And i do think you shouldn't make people feel dumb or silly, anon.
>Gotta always show you understand what they're trying to say or why they believe something.
It's something i cannot control and i also don't feel sorry when it happens
To put it in perspective it's basically something like this:
>Someone says something i don't agree with or it's wrong in some way or form
>I start arguing and the words start slipping
>I go "damn i did it again, this will be annoying"
i don't feel sorry, it's more like i feel i try to hold back to avoid dealing with problems but end up doing it regardless
Shit man, we're all social creatures.
Maybe try to feel a little bit bad when you hurt someone's feelings, even if you believe or know you're right.
Or just don't argue with fragile people i guess.
But about the "gut feelings", like i said, it's probably me being ugly and a little awkward.
But often i don't even have a chance to speak.
So it has to be something like my looks they dslike.
Maybe i just look like an butthole.
>Shit man, we're all social creatures
Not all, actually.
Fair.
I wanna hug this anon
Thanks, buddy.
You probably deserve a hug too.
No homo.
Just venting, it's healthy, thanks for reading my BS.
Yeah, it actually fricked my gut up.
How've you been doing?
Want to vent?
I dunno, like, I have my family and I'm extremely grateful for them. They're the one constant good thing in my life. But it's like that feeling of being in a crowd of people but still feeling alone, I crave for a type of interaction that I don't even fully understand because I know it's not me wanting a gf or something like that.
I'm glad you have your family but i think it's normal to look outward for more, ye?
It's hard to find someone that you actually connect with that sees you and actually respects you.
At least that's what i'm getting from what you're saying.
Though why can't that be a girlfriend?
Maybe a nice understanding girl would be good for you.
Frick if i know, though, can always tell me what games you're in to.
Maybe we can just casually play some stuff.
I know these aren't meant to be therapy threads but you are not alone. Lmk if you need to talk
>I'm getting so lonely it physically hurts.
I understand this, like a lead weight in the pit of my stomach.
yeah i do
everyone's trying to hit you up and cling, too
haha, nobody's going to do the same for me
so, in a sense, count yourself a little lucky
Ok go ahead anon I will listen til this thread dies
i don't know what to say when i get put on the spot like that
for me it's carls jr
Whine, complain.
Tell me what sucks, say whatever you're comfortable with sharing.
Or tell me what games you're into, maybe we'll end up friends if you're also a fricking loser like me.
i already did that in this thread and i got made fun of. no, frick you, you're trying to trick me again so you can laugh. have a nice day dude
Not really, no.
There were a lot of posts in this thread, i can't reply to all of them.
Which one was yours?
I'm sorry some morons acted moronic at you.
>drive thru.
America, why?
I just whined harder than you man.
Vent, i want to hear it.
>want to play alone
>friend ask to play
Anyone for Fightcade/fighting games with rollback?
I'm looking for a speedrun co-op partner too.
what fightcade games do you like anon?
Anything co-op, fighting games if you teach me the game and are nice, puzzle games, shmups, or games like Twinkle star sprites, I'm fond of retro games in general
Region?
EU, no wifi, fiber, perfect internet
Hope you find someone one day
Thanks, same to you
i think im gonna have a mental breakdown but curlehmustache is my fightcade.
Fightcade doesn't have a friendlist, Anon
What games do you speedrun? Only speedrunning I ever got into was RE5 when i was like 15
From Ninja Gaiden to Katana Zero to Metal Slug
>co-op games are fricking non-existent or fricking garbage like Deeprock or Darktide
Could be worse, at least you're not missing out on the L4D/Borderlands era of co-op
>game is not fun with friends
"A time has come to make a decision: are we in this thing alone, or are we in it together?"
god i just want a NEET friend to play team fortress 2 or other vidya with me all day long.
i always feel like im self sabotaging myself since im such a boring moron and not much of a talker whos extremely picky with people they do talk to, most people never add me or reach out to play games because of it...and if they do i end up becoming that guy that people only play with when their real friends arent online.
i thought about posting my steam in these threads since im starting to feel desperate but i doubt theres anybody here who plays games as much as i do or shares similar interests. also according to some of the stories ive read on here the only people who would add me are the weirdo stalker types who barely even play video games and are just looking to ERP and talk about stuff i dont care about like political bullshit.
its a problem.
get a job
nobody cares normalBlack person
>normalBlack person
6 hours a day in this shithole cant be normal dude
because they are, they were with me in my worst situations, i can trust them, and they never gave up on me even in my most autistic years More than a decade drinking with them.
>More than a decade drinking with them
ok so the other gay was right, ur just a normalgay
What other games do you like? I'm interested
i've been spending most of my time playing team fortress 2 recently (i put 110 hours in it over the past 2 weeks) but my taste is pretty varied, ill play almost anything as long as its not the latest AAA stuff (mostly because im a poor neet)
a few games with coop i like:
killing floor 1/2 (im trying to get all the achievements in 2 and need some help)
left 4 dead 1/2
all counter strikes
day of defeat
elden ring (coop mod)
outward
cod:waw zombies
serious sam
coop survival games
niche coop games like cry of fear/no more room in hell/multiplayer doom wads.
something like old couch coop games via remote play always interested me, but my internet is shit and the people i used to talk to never wanted to bother setting it up to see if it works.
alot more i didnt list but thats pretty much give you the gist of what i like.
but like i said in my original post, im an EXTREMELY quiet autist whos boring to talk to and im not exagerrating.
Dang buddy, i'd love to play outward with someone, also didn't have anyone to play killing floor with.
And i'm down for most games but i can't voice chat or anything like that since i still live with family ( NEET).
I play games 14 hours a day, but I don't play team fortress 2, I know the feeling of not finding a NEET friends to play with, it feels like there is less and less NEET out there, and the few that are, have no motivation to play anything
Ganbare in your search anon!
There are too many homosexual in tf2 now. I don't know why but I feel like there has been a big influx of them in the past two years or so. Perhaps the troony/femboy brainrot is finally raking in a lot more autist in tf2 than ever before.
That being said you don't seem to have a coomer brain so I would be down to play tf2 with ya but I will say that I don't have the same skill as I did when I was much younger. That and I won't be able to play 24/7 maybe like 4 hrs everyday or so.
troony shit has infected every game that isn't
turbo-normieslop like CoD. You can't escape it. The fact New Vegas is associated with trannies now is fricking infuriating.
Yea that's true but TF2 is a kinda of time capsule of sorts from way back when. But I suppose the new fish coming in are already indoctrinated by the gay agenda. Hey even CoD is starting to become gay too with them disassociating with that guy who said that they shouldn't be pushing the gays on our children
They even flooded my beloved dead franchise. I hate troons so much. If X met any of those freaks he would shoot them down for being maverick.
How did they frick X? I am out of the loop
Twitter fanbase putting trans colors and flags on fanart
New vegas has something to do with transvestites?
I'm off on Mondays and have been playing TF2 when I get home from werk
join a discord server
its made for people like us
What games, buddy?
i have good friends, the problem is, no one of them like videogames, everytime i propose to play some game, they vote for going out and drink or go to the disco.
idk how can u call them friends then
How do you guys feel about doxing your steam friends so you can spy on them, and use the things they like to force them to like you?
I would love having a stalker friend to stalk back, true friendship (and love) can only happen through stalking
Sounds hot but only if they were a girl
You can't force someone to like you anon. Even if you buy them something, most well-reasoned people will see something is up and to have a suspicion of you.
idk, I like all the people that buy me free shit
I used to do this but eventually I stopped because I have proper friends now
sounds kinda hot honestly
No friends. No life. Wageslave. Then die.
i dont want to be friends with you guys because youre all too gay
Or teenagers, or conpiracy theorists.
Aggressive stalkers.
>or conpiracy theorists.
Whats wrong with that?
Propensity for extremes.
More likely to be emotionally unstable.
wide genocide isnt real, but its a good thing that whites are becoming a minority in their own countries ^)
i haven't talked to people in so long that now when i try i just have a panic attack
>game is fun with friends
>no friends
>make friends
>they're annoying
>play alone anyway
>try to meet people
>smirk at me for still liking vidya and anime
>try to meet fellow autismos
>extremely political or controller smashing tards
Trying to make friends fricking sucks because I'm an introvert and most of the people I want to talk to are introverts aswell. This basically means that I have to go against my programming and force myself to try and initiate conversations/put in effort and if I don't we'd go days without talking and I'd get removed because I was just "sitting on the friendslist." Because of this I don't try to make friends anymore, especially with people on here. It is frustrating playing games solo when they'd be way better with friends but there's not much I can do. Frick people but also frick myself for not being born with a normal functioning brain.
if you were an extrovert you wouldnt play videogames tho
this can all be managed and overcome with proper therapy and medication. It might take years but it's possible. You eventually can become confident and enjoy talking to people irl. Don't know about online friends because I don't give a damn about my online presence, I just jump on whatever discord and we assemble a team of randoms and add the ones I liked playing with.
you might say therapy doesn't help, but your choices are either doing therapy or sitting in your dark corner for the rest of your life.
>
>Start taking meds again
>They actually work this time
>Get a shitty retail job
>Tell my neet friend about how I'm getting my shit together
>They tell me they'd help and support me if they can
>Wake up to find I've been removed, blocked on every platform abandoned by my only friend
>Spiral back into neetdom
how is getting a shitty retail job improving ur life in any way
For one he can get money for his hobbies and doesn't have a blank page on his job history if he's gonna apply to other better jobs later on.
If anon could be a NEET with Scandinavian welfare, then sure, but most of the time NEETs are poorgays that need other people's help
>improve your life in any way at all
>even just improve it by 0.01%
>friend reveals themself to be a jealous, bitter, hateful Black person that hates you now for doing what they can't
many such cases. I could understand if they were being left behind but something as fricking lame "getting a job" is just barely scraping by in life.
Some "friends" would rather have you be a crab in a bucket with them. Once they see you trying to get your shit together, they will turn and say how you are just a normalgay. Be glad that homosexual is out of your life.
NEETs are all crabs in a bucket. They don't want anyone to improve their lot in life, so while they have a sense of pride to pretend that's not the case (which is why he initially said he'd support you), he's a homosexual that wants to see you being worthless.
im sorry to hear that friend
please be well
I'm glad I somehow ended up with the opposite experience despite all of my friends being /vg/gays
we should be friends and i should restore your faith in friendship
The inverse can also be hell. I've buried myself so far in my work that I'm always unavailable to the people who do actually care about me.
Lately, I've been trying to slow myself down, because I've become so pragmatic it feels awkward to loosen up.
I have a hard time enjoying things, too, because it makes me feel guilty. I'll try to play a video game and start having anxiety over what I *should* be doing.
I'm the sole provider for a 3 person household, and despite having people around me all the time I feel completely alone. The real me is buried so deep inside myself, I feel alienated from everyone around me.
I'm tired.
Sorry to hear anon, hopefully you can somehow make time to actually do things outside of work in life.
Yeah, I'm trying to get better at managing my time and being mentally present instead of locked in my head. Thanks, though.
I'm rooting for you and all the other anons in this thread, too.
I'm like this, too. One of my best online friends came from a thread like this, but I hardly have time to hang out anymore. We played tons of Elden Ring last year, though.
yea take it easy dude
Every time I see threads like this it makes me want to post my Steam. But surely many of you are fricking with other anon
>Every time I see threads like this it makes me want to post my Steam
Honestly for me it's the opposite. I can't connect with any anon here since all of you have some sort of menhera tendencies that makes me want to avoid talking to you and making friends online is a big no-no with the whole cancel culture thing that's dominating everything. It's cool to have someone who is as autistic as me about anime, manga and video games, but I'd rather talk about them on an imageboard format, I'd even go to some niche imageboard like wapchan for my discussion needs and be anonymous about it.
It's funny, I want to post my steam to make friends with people from here but I don't really have any online games I feel like playing nowadays
i posted mine and no one added me people dont play games here
Maybe no one wants to be your friend.
I did post mine before and got a really nice friend to play games with, he eventually got too busy with real life and we don't really talk anymore but it was really nice while it lasted, no reason not to post your profile as long as you specify what game you want to play, I would if I had anything I wanted to play
We can be friends Ganker
No
lemme guess this is the stupid discord from a couple months ago with the autismo that banned anyone that disagreed with him
don't bother with discords Ganker it's an exercise in demoralization
>biggearneater has invited you
Yeah i'm not joing your chud server
Stop trying to speak in your troony voice when meeting people online dumb troon
Add me anons
28023135
>games hidden
Nah, frick off.
Im sorry anon i didnt know
He doesn't want anyone to see the hundreds of hours he put in to erotic taiwanese visual novels
Can't find it.
Got a name?
I wanna see those games, anon.
>Am extremely good at social interaction
>often to the point where I make friends with people I never intended to
>also have a crippling fear of relationships due to family issues when I was a child
>this causes me to gain a ton of unwanted attention due to just passively being good at conversation
>end up never being the one to instigate conversation
>if a """friend""" doesn't make a move then we drift apart because I can't bring myself to sacrifice any emotional or mental energy to start talking
I wish I wasn't so much of a pussy and could just straight up tell everyone to frick off.
Same. Early childhood abandonment. I dislike social Interactions and barely maintain the few friendships I have, but
because I can be charming and funny, people get the wrong Impression. Especially hate it when they get touchy without permission, and they just met me like 30 mins ago.
failed normalgay thread
Homunculus post
I don't understand why you gays don't just make friends from Ganker. You're not going to find normal people that enjoy whatever autistic games you like or interests you have. If you aren't happy with playing Overwatch, Valorant, CS:GO, LoL, etc., then normalgays aren't what you're looking for.
AAAAAAAA IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO GET A NEET FRIEND WHO WILL GAMES WITH ME EVERY SINGLE DAY FOREVER UNTIL WE DIE INSTEAD OF WATCHING YOUTUBE VIDEOS OR TWITCH OR WHATEVER STUFF PEOPLE DO AND MAYBE FROTTING TOO JUST AS A JOKE
hi
I did this with someone here (except for the frotting part) I had fun but then he told me he was black and I blocked him immediately. DO NOT ADD PEOPLE HERE. unless they can prove they're white. it sucks
You're so brave anon, I'm sorry that you had to experience this, I'll be careful too...
h-haha it would just be banting
I don't insult people with a job, you don't have to insult people who refuse to get a job
I suppose the truth is a back handed insult. Many such cases. Hopefully you get whatever it is you want then anon.
Anon, even if what you said is true, why do you take pleasure in saying it? Why are you doing it? I don't insult people like you, there is no need to have a NEET vs wageslave war
Do you really believe NEETdom will lead to a better life? As you can see some of the other anon's in this very thread hate how some of the homosexuals here will become either, obsessed stalkers, gay erps'er, or crabs in the bucket when they try to do something in life. It will not lead to happiness by anymeans down the line. It will absolutely lead to misery and potential mental illness. Those outliers are just that, outliers. Most anon's will definitely feel dread and misery if they go down that line of thinking. If you wanna say that working a retail 9-5 is shit then yea I agree but there are other things to do in life to get you a better career. Is it easy? Of course not but you gotta start somewhere right? You saying I take pleasure in it is wrong too. I rather people be more fulfilled in life than lie to themselves that playing vidya 12+ hours a day is not the way to live. I said what I said because you already seem committed to it from first post I replied to at
. If you want to do that for your life then fine anon, but you and I both know that this is downward spiral.
I'm not going to read your post. I'm going to ERP with someone online instead.
yup
How did you not notice? moron
Sorry to hear that.
I know a guy from here that's Indian but he sounds like the whitest person I've ever heard when he uses his microphone. Not even a hint of an accent. It's scary. He makes "do not redeem" and other jokes too but his impression of an Indian is so far off the base that it's almost laughable in how bad it is.
is kissing allowed? just as a joke of course. for fun.
I will not live in your misery alongside you anon. Nothing I do will ever satisfy you the way you think it will.
This but also with some occasional head. I'm not fricking gay or anything, but I'm on a diet and I need to fill my mouth with something beside food
>I'm not fricking gay or anything
I got news for you
>I got news for you
is it cum
i think he wants cum
The news is that he's gay.
>I need to fill my mouth with something beside food
I suggest drinking water or tea
Gonna go erp with a chatbot now, frick you for making me horny
Yeah I'd help with that
frick off leech
>game is only fun solo
>friends want to play it with me
Come to my discord server, Gankerros, we have music and uh... we dont judge legally questionably aquired games https://discord.gg/fPARDc2R
post a screenshot otherwise im not joining
>56 members
too many
>game is fun online
>shitty third world internet doesn't even let me play
It's okay we all make mistakes
I'm European too and sometimes I lie and tell Americans I'm black in public lobbies, everyone is way nicer to me afterwards
TOO MANY FRICKING GAYS THIS WHY I DONT ADD YOU FRICKING homosexualS AHHHHHHH
I rejected online friends and especially Ganker people and my life improved, albeit I got lucky with IRL friends from a single friend and his social circle. Too many insecure homosexuals here that are either too fricking clingy or get into some weird complex when you play video games with other people.
The thing for me is my irl friend dont play on pc. Even my most dweeb moron friend doesn't play on pc. Just wanna play some tf2 with non-gays man
>8 years since I had any irl friends
>3 years since I had any online friends
p-post your id anon, i'll be your friend...
no
frick you bo
Feels good to know that I'm not the only one with a social handicap. love you guys so much
you too qt 🙂
you sound breedable
>love you guys so much
that's gay unless ur a girl then its hot
There are some of us losers around, always.
>get really close to someone few years ago
>just focus on having a close friendship with him since I rather have one real close friend instead of 10 "we barely talk to each other" friends
>stop bothering with my other friends both online and real life because being social is tiresome for me and I'm genuinely moronic
>think that friendship will last forever
>as soon as he gets an online girlfriend he fricking ditches me because she doesn't like me
>I'm left alone with no one around me because I didn't bother to keep up with being social
>all my attempts to get back in touch with my old friends have failed as well
the moral of the story is that don't be moronic like and try to have a social circle with more than just one friend because by the time you realize how lonely you are it's already too late
I feel like I'm wasting my youth just being a lonely autistic moron with no friends but it's impossible to make new friends irl at this day and age and online friendships don't last for that long either
if you look at it from the other side, maybe the moral is get an online girlfriend
Now its time to rise up anon
>get friend
>they fall in love with me
>things get complicated
>friendship is over
>repeat this 20 times
>get friend
>they fall in love with me
>decide to erp with them
>they lose interest in me
>alone for 3 years and counting
>i'm not even a girl
Never ever again, just using this place to vent.
What drives a person to fall in love with an online anime avatar and engage in erotic roleplay over a text channel?
loneliness and escapism
we're living in a time where it's hard to believe that the internet is slowly replacing the "real life" for a lot of people that can't find happiness outside so a lot of them rather have an online imaginary relationship rather than being alone
I'm not any better but it just works
That's fair I suppose, it was a genuine question. I can't see the attraction and prefer physical intimacy. I would rather just use my right hand and my imagination; and maybe some sadpanda milf doujins rather than ever engage in erp.
That webm
>You will take the hrt and you will like it.
were they a girl
2 of them were, but I'm not into girls
Loneliness, I didn't want the friendship to disappear once again, in the end I just got used and I feel like a moron
>2 of them were, but I'm not into girls
giwtwm (the former part not the latter one), any tips for making random internet girls fall in love with me
play valorant and have a deep voice
wtf that's actually achievable thanks
I'm not even joking btw, but you'll at least need to be somewhat sociable.
ok it's over, I lost all my sociability and charisma over the years
It's over.
I really want friends but i dropped the last one i made because they wanted to talk every day and watch movies together.
Girl had a boyfriend too.
>Girl had a boyfriend too.
Unironically, why do e-girls do this? Wouldn't they just spend time with the bf instead of some random guy
Men and woman can't be friends, if you're not fricking her do not hang out with her outside of group settings
Boyfriend won't give her constant attention, so when chad isn't replying they message their simp circle as a backup
She even casually shared some sad message of a guy gushing over how amazing she was.
Was basically a dude confessing his love.
That's what i thought.
She also had sixty steam friends but spent hours a day talking with me.
Needs a new toy constantly.
>Needs a new toy constantly.
shit like this makes me glad I'm not a girl, can't imagine needing constant attention is comfy
Yeah, i couldn't handle the constant need for attention for more than a few weeks.
I don't know how her sixty other friends managed.
Wonder how many were crushing on her like that one poor bastard.
She was pretty after all.
>/LULZ/ thread will hit bump limit
I play some anime fighters (strive, TL, unist), VNs, and monster hunter. If you want to play let me know before this thread 404s
What are your top 3 vns?
Muv Luv
FSN
Saya no Uta
I played all these in english, nowadays I use VNs for nihongo study. Mostly play yuzusoft games now because they're pretty easy to read.
I won't post my steam but I made a discord a while back. tamagonomae Also I'm US east.
I'm fine with that, I'm not really that good at TL.
pretty good taste, wish you find some people to play anime fighters and MH with
Post a contact information for Strive/Lumina please
i would like to learn TL
>play MMO alone
>tons of friend request because bimbo character
>ignore them
>eventually decide to add one at random because why not
>ends up being the biggest psychopath I've ever met
>quit
Yup never again
What MMO?
I'm predicting ffxiv
>all these silly wc3 maps
>no one to play them with
>be antisocial depressed sperg
>be generally friendly to people because I don't want other people to feel as awful as I normally feel
>go on autistic opinionated tangents about my interests impulsively whenever a subject gets brought up and I'm in a proximit
>people seem to like this and constantly want to be my friend and call me "cool" despite me not doing it to make friends or be cool, it's just me being honest to a genuine fault instead of bottling things up
>I've had 4 fricking people offer to let me live with them when I tell them about the shit I've gone through after they ask me about myself and I think this is kinda weird
>barely want to interact with them because talking to people is exhausting and I have trust issues
>always feel bad because people seem to think I hate them or something for not initiating conversations with them when in reality I enjoy their company I'm just really socially stunted and saying hi to people takes weird amounts of energy for me to do
>have too many friends and hate it cause I can't dedicate the time and effort I want to to each and every one of them
>know this will eventually lead to me being alone in my later years, but I don't know what to do about it because it's a genuine mental illness I don't know how to overcome
if people want to make friends just be really opinionated and pursue your interests aggressively instead of waiting for e-celebs or social media users to make you aware of something you'll find like-minded people everywhere, but the monkey's paw catch is that you'll find too many of them and if you're dealing with some personal bullshit like I am that you genuinely need to see a professional therapist for (that you can't afford) it's gonna suck
>in a proximit
*in a proximity of a conversation about it
Laughing at all of the depressed lonely losers ITT. Reminder that you will never find love, friendship, or any other type of satisfaction in your life and you’ll die alone in the ER.
Wait, the ER?
>and you’ll die alone in the ER.
Reminder that this anon is an ape brained little Black person and I will personally care for all of you just to spite him and his Black person brain.
shut up you dumb frog
YOU WILL MAKE IT
YOU WILL MAKE FRIENDS
YOU WILL HAVE SEX
and
YOU WILL CRUSH FROGPOSTER HEAD IN
see you around anons
Get undressed
Kinda off topic, but It has happened to me that some girls in hs or at uni have groped my ass out of nowhere and then leave. This confuse me since I never talk to them. But don't know why they do it
She was dared by a friend to see how the class autist would react
I had this happen to me too lmao. I was too shy to say anything back. I believe they just thought you have a nice ass
if I don't get a boyfriend soon I'm going to go crazy
are you a grill or pretend to be a girl at least
I'm not into prison gay "people"
u lost me
he's a regular homosexual
isn't it extremely easy to hook up with gays tho, literally just go to reddit or lgbt
What makes you boyfriend material?
Cute, smart, have hobbies, actually gay, compassionate, good at cooking, will kill you if you talk to anyone else but me, you have to remove all your friends and only have me forever
>good at cooking
I don't know why that gave me a heart boner, uhhhhhhhh best of luck to you anon.
I'd take you out for ice cream, but the thread is about to die. I hope you find someone anon.
>game is fun solo
>have friends
bye anons hopefully you don't kill youselves
The alcohol doesn't help anymore
>bump limit
Post it
Asanagi?
>asanagi
Why is this artist so popular with schizos?
He's popular with me too.
Just post some of his art already
ok
/id/
aenami
What is this
my steam id lad
I advise against friends in video games
>friend of 10years
>is an extreme narcissist
>has never once admitted fault to anything
>when something is 100% his fault he will make up a scenario in his head about how that was someone else's fault or not that bad or who cares come on lmao
>if you're at fault he will immediately point it out and talk about it 3 weeks later
>will only invite you to games if he feels like it or if you "didn't wrong him" somehow in the last few days
>tells you to your face that you were once his best friend but after some recent "betrayals" (again, stuff he made up) he's now "ranking you 1 level lower"
jesus christ I'm only friends with this guy because I have no one else
I'm 33 and it's over for me
of 10years
maybe don't friend kids dude....
Thanks for the venting place, I hate everyone so I would hate anyone here if I added them, but I can't stop dreaming for a genuine friendship.
don't worry bro, I hate you too
Thanks, it warms my heart
I'm going to regret posting this but if anyone wants to just bs and maybe game some time you can add me on discord - m5000
hope I am wrong.
Do not doxx me
Every year or so I'll add and talk to lonely anons on discord and let them vent their frustrations on me. It's not good for my health but some of them really aren't that far gone and just need a little help and I really try but I can't always give them the attention they want.
I do this too except I ghost them when I get bored
Sometimes I feel lonely and I would like to talk to anons, even if it is so that they can vent to me. but I only use steam and don't talk too much, maybe I could read them at least..
I don't trust anyone on here to post my Discord or Steam or any of that
I wouldn't trust someone that loves Steven Universe either.
I hope OP makes some friends.
I don't have friends but I'm financially successful. I don't how to feel.
Was that webm really necessary?
yeah