Mid 30s and still haven't killed myself somehow. Guess that's something. Not happy with myself but slowly working on that. This board has major problems so no.
I'm alright. Recently got into board games and going to clubs to play has made me realize that despite everything, most people just genuinely want to get by and have fun.
Board being absolutely fricked helps too. Between the rampant unchecked schizophrenia and the constant pivoting to outrage bait and regualr baiting renders the board just about unusable most of the time. Yeah left bad, I actually agree, but frick me its like a lot of people genuinely have nothing to talk about other than grievances. It gets tiring.
>How are you holding up, Ganker?
One day I WILL be free of my curse >Are you happy with yourself
Getting there slowly but still getting there >and this board?
Not that much
Yes on both counts.
I understand what the board is and do not expect things from it which it is not capable of. Not knowing is the root cause of all issues people have.
>delude myself into thinking i'm an okay writer, decide to write a novel >5 years later, still getting the same critiques about the most basic rules imaginable (Show don't tell, too many adverbs, filler words, too much exposition, lack of clarity despite trying to write the most basic stuff possible, poor construction) >don't have the mental fortitude to start from scratch yet again >have considered throwing it to the scrap heap and starting a new novel, but i'm terrified of spending years and years only to fail miserably yet again
I wish I had the strength to blow brains out
>How are you holding up, Ganker?
Depressed about the future of gaming. >Are you happy with yourself
Yes, I have a PS2 with a HDD and tons of games installed to play. >this board
LMAO no
If we banned everyone here that has given EA money in the past 5 years there would be no board. gays have ruined the board.
Why does Ganker have such shit mods yet boards like Ganker have strict mods that keep that board on topic and from being raided daily by coomers/Discord troons/shit posters from /qa/?
>Are you happy with yourself
Yes. You have to be happy with yourself or else you're wasting your one and only life. >and this board?
No. This board is filled with actual morons. People cry about spammers but the real problem is 90% of posters don't think before they post.
Yes and no
There's no other place like this but I do wish board quality was up a little bit. I want a place that isn't full of politically charged tards (leftoids and rightoids) I just want to talk about vidya and want a place that isn't scared of saying gay or "that's moronic" without someone going "Black personBlack personBlack person" too much as well.
No ive turned into an alcoholic and now losing muscle and gaining a belly because I accidentally fell for a stupid 3dpd that clearly was into me but I had to drop her because he kept playing games and had a "male best friend". But she always gave me signs that she wanted me but just played hard to get too fricking much. I thought she was the fricking one but now ive lost all hope .Im also a fricking NEET and cant find work despite having experience. Im running low on cash and need a job fast. I hate existence... Im always fricking angry
>With myself
Could be better but is satisfactory so far > this board?
I made several Atelier Rorona threads to talk about the gameplay these past weeks and only got 1 post in the last one while Ryza threads get hundreds of responses by coomers, so im somewhat dissapointed in the site I thought played the most niche games, or maybe im just posting in the wrong hours.
Have you not been here since 2016? If you're thread doesn't start with coomshit or fake outrage it has no chance of reaching bump limit and will be lucky to get to 50 posts
>Yourself
I'm not okay. Wasting my life away wallowing in loneliness and broken heartedness, yet unwilling to do anything about it. Turned 31 last week & haven't celebrated it in years. Used to have friends but lost contact with all of them. Now I'm alone & it seems impossible to make close friends. Everyone is only really close with people the knew from school. I spend most of my free time in bed. Atleast i do tennis, tabletennis, climbing, chess & programming, and i have a date tomorrow. But I think my life is pathetic & the date will just be the umpteenth failed attempt to get over 'her'. I have 0 motivation to put my skills to work, create something other than silly AI projects, or travel. So instead i browse this shit website in my apartment, alone, just like how I'll die. All i do is consume youtube and Ganker, cookies & weed, and feel miserable. >Board
No, it just distracts me from my thoughts and feelings.
I've done this, but it just makes everything suck more. It didn't change my motivation or make me go out & make friends. Just made it all less bearable without my funny escapism herb that turns me into a moron
Also I'm constantly mad at everyone and everything. Frick this gay city. Frick the tourists, businesses and dealers. Frick the municipality. Frick gay pride. Frick women. Frick minorities and frick this life in particular.
no
No and no.
Mid 30s and still haven't killed myself somehow. Guess that's something. Not happy with myself but slowly working on that. This board has major problems so no.
>still haven't killed myself somehow
I wonder how many anons actually killed themselves over the years.
remember that one guy few months ago that busted a kurt cobain on live stream so nonchalantly? I really hoped that was the butt poster
No and heck no.
No, and sure why not.
I'm alright. Recently got into board games and going to clubs to play has made me realize that despite everything, most people just genuinely want to get by and have fun.
Board being absolutely fricked helps too. Between the rampant unchecked schizophrenia and the constant pivoting to outrage bait and regualr baiting renders the board just about unusable most of the time. Yeah left bad, I actually agree, but frick me its like a lot of people genuinely have nothing to talk about other than grievances. It gets tiring.
>complains about bait
>in a bait post
what's he baiting with his post?
>How are you holding up, Ganker?
One day I WILL be free of my curse
>Are you happy with yourself
Getting there slowly but still getting there
>and this board?
Not that much
Yes on both counts.
I understand what the board is and do not expect things from it which it is not capable of. Not knowing is the root cause of all issues people have.
Don't you wish it were a little better every now and then?
>delude myself into thinking i'm an okay writer, decide to write a novel
>5 years later, still getting the same critiques about the most basic rules imaginable (Show don't tell, too many adverbs, filler words, too much exposition, lack of clarity despite trying to write the most basic stuff possible, poor construction)
>don't have the mental fortitude to start from scratch yet again
>have considered throwing it to the scrap heap and starting a new novel, but i'm terrified of spending years and years only to fail miserably yet again
I wish I had the strength to blow brains out
Find something else to do. How do you manage to run out of hobbies in the first world anyway?
>How are you holding up, Ganker?
Depressed about the future of gaming.
>Are you happy with yourself
Yes, I have a PS2 with a HDD and tons of games installed to play.
>this board
LMAO no
If we banned everyone here that has given EA money in the past 5 years there would be no board. gays have ruined the board.
>PS2
What are you playing?
Why does Ganker have such shit mods yet boards like Ganker have strict mods that keep that board on topic and from being raided daily by coomers/Discord troons/shit posters from /qa/?
Because v is a shill board
Toon sex
I hate everything
im at my limit, im tired of life, work, waking up everyday in this monotonous lifestyle
>Are you happy with yourself
Yes. You have to be happy with yourself or else you're wasting your one and only life.
>and this board?
No. This board is filled with actual morons. People cry about spammers but the real problem is 90% of posters don't think before they post.
I wish I had more cool friends to play stuff with and hang out with but I can't find any. Otherwise I guess it could be worse
My sleep schedule is ruined and my bf keeps forcing me to go to bed with him where I spend 7 hours on my phone browsing Ganker
Yes and no
There's no other place like this but I do wish board quality was up a little bit. I want a place that isn't full of politically charged tards (leftoids and rightoids) I just want to talk about vidya and want a place that isn't scared of saying gay or "that's moronic" without someone going "Black personBlack personBlack person" too much as well.
No ive turned into an alcoholic and now losing muscle and gaining a belly because I accidentally fell for a stupid 3dpd that clearly was into me but I had to drop her because he kept playing games and had a "male best friend". But she always gave me signs that she wanted me but just played hard to get too fricking much. I thought she was the fricking one but now ive lost all hope .Im also a fricking NEET and cant find work despite having experience. Im running low on cash and need a job fast. I hate existence... Im always fricking angry
I am abnormally extremely irritable and I don't know why which is making me more irritated.
>With myself
Could be better but is satisfactory so far
> this board?
I made several Atelier Rorona threads to talk about the gameplay these past weeks and only got 1 post in the last one while Ryza threads get hundreds of responses by coomers, so im somewhat dissapointed in the site I thought played the most niche games, or maybe im just posting in the wrong hours.
Have you not been here since 2016? If you're thread doesn't start with coomshit or fake outrage it has no chance of reaching bump limit and will be lucky to get to 50 posts
>Yourself
I'm not okay. Wasting my life away wallowing in loneliness and broken heartedness, yet unwilling to do anything about it. Turned 31 last week & haven't celebrated it in years. Used to have friends but lost contact with all of them. Now I'm alone & it seems impossible to make close friends. Everyone is only really close with people the knew from school. I spend most of my free time in bed. Atleast i do tennis, tabletennis, climbing, chess & programming, and i have a date tomorrow. But I think my life is pathetic & the date will just be the umpteenth failed attempt to get over 'her'. I have 0 motivation to put my skills to work, create something other than silly AI projects, or travel. So instead i browse this shit website in my apartment, alone, just like how I'll die. All i do is consume youtube and Ganker, cookies & weed, and feel miserable.
>Board
No, it just distracts me from my thoughts and feelings.
Get off the weed if it isn't helping your mood anon
I've done this, but it just makes everything suck more. It didn't change my motivation or make me go out & make friends. Just made it all less bearable without my funny escapism herb that turns me into a moron
If it's giving you some relief at least that's something right
Also I'm constantly mad at everyone and everything. Frick this gay city. Frick the tourists, businesses and dealers. Frick the municipality. Frick gay pride. Frick women. Frick minorities and frick this life in particular.