>keep getting thoughts and flashes of embarrassing or stressful moments from the past which cause me to gasp, mumble something stupid to myself or physically cringe >don't feel like playing anything with a story if Im not having a good day or feel like there's a possibility of it turning bad >will only actually play anything if I can guarantee myself that there will be no distractions >just end up mindlessly browsing Ganker usually because of this
I've got problems.
For me? When I get depressed I play Dungeons of Dredmor. Cartoony/goofy graphics, character progression that's pretty simple and nice music. This or the Fate games are the ultimate time wasters, to forget about dying
Play these games. They're cheap and even have low memory/storage, so you can just keep them in a USB and hold them like treasures
>He isn't relentlessly haunted by trauma >He doesn't have demons pushing him to suicide >He doesn't go out of his way to play the most trauma inducing games he can find >He doesn't play mindfrick games when he's dissociating >He didn't develop the strength to walk through hell like a stroll through the park
Literally not me.
>"heh, you see, I'm a bit of a uniquely damaged person, heh..." >has the same embarrassing memory tics as literally every person on the planet
Get a personality that doesn't revolve around your super sekrit suffering. It's hardly different from leveraging minority status for pity points.
I didn't really say they were traumas and (I think) I don't have anything really that bad but for some reason those intrusive thoughts really get to me despite being pretty basic shit that everyone suffers from. Though there are some moments where if I feel like a certain situation is starting again I'll lock myself in my room for several hours and go as far as urinating in bottles so I don't have to leave, and during these moments I'm constantly listening for sounds outside and get somewhat paranoid.
I am in a similar both except for the story shit, I skip most cutscenes in games instead.
And yeah, I also end up not playing because of my no-distractions policy, it has gotten worse in recent years as my parents are getting older and weaker and need more and more assistance and my older brother has his own family now so I am the only one left to take care of them. And I know it will only get worse.
It's some weird habit of trying to make everything "perfect" probably so I can have a memorable moment in my life, if its all not in top condition then I don't feel like I'll absorb it all.
>"heh, you see, I'm a bit of a uniquely damaged person, heh..." >has the same embarrassing memory tics as literally every person on the planet
Get a personality that doesn't revolve around your super sekrit suffering. It's hardly different from leveraging minority status for pity points.
>>keep getting thoughts and flashes of embarrassing or stressful moments from the past which cause me to gasp, mumble something stupid to myself or physically cringe
This happens to me a lot and I have no idea why.
I am in a similar both except for the story shit, I skip most cutscenes in games instead.
And yeah, I also end up not playing because of my no-distractions policy, it has gotten worse in recent years as my parents are getting older and weaker and need more and more assistance and my older brother has his own family now so I am the only one left to take care of them. And I know it will only get worse.
Theyre signals like ghosts they want you to pay attention to what happened and try to fix it or accept it its like when you lost a pvp game and you get mad at it. to get out of it you need to reflect on it analyze it and do something about it
>>will only actually play anything if I can guarantee myself that there will be no distractions
I do something like this when reading manga or VN or books I consider to be masterpieces. I need to be in peak mental condition >keep getting thoughts and flashes of embarrassing or stressful moments from the past which cause me to gasp, mumble something stupid to myself or physically
That also happens to me tho
Which 1030? The ddr4 or gddr5 version? Either way you're better off garbage diving for anything else. That gfx card is worse than the integrated gpu on the i7 8700k cpu. Praying for you.
This series is memed to shit on this site but is it even worth watching? Or is it a mediocre romcom? People shilled Tagaki but I didn't feel it was anything special. Progress was way too slow that it got annoying.
Nagatoro introduced paisen to all these hot girls but I'd be genuinely be afraid to cuck her. She seems like the kind to just go full school shooter and destroy the world on a whim.
At least the latest batches have actually committed to >they will
but still drag their feet on making them do anything of actual fricking significance
Has the gray haired shortstack even kissed her generic MC yet?
Wasn't this a doujin before? What happened to that? Does the hentai still get chapters? On a related note, I've noticed an uptick of hentai turning into 'safe' shows? Am I crazy or what?
nah, it started as like some sort of webcomic (it wasn't really a comic but whatever) where she was a lot meaner. then it got serialized
I think that by that point 774/nanashi had already been cleansed of all sin by the naruhina doujins he did
>I have too many existential crisises to play video games.
If you are too enui for videogames, you are too enui for Ganker.
Come back when you sort your shit out.
If you guys are going through a rough time, don't worry. It's gonna be alright. I've been there. Things will get much better, I promise you. This crap will be a thing of the past.
Ive basically switched gaming all day to running or biking all day. like i feel better physically, but i feel like im going through a mid life crisis or something.
>Black persontoro
you are also underage
That's Nagatoro, THIS is homietoro.
I don't care about games at all anymore.
Murdering is not fun and you shouldn't put it infront of your eyes.
Can't wait for Mortal Kombat 1.
>homietaro
you are also of age
>homie
black detected
same i am losing my mind
im just gonna compstomp in zero hour again today
>Black persontoro
made for pigs and monkeysex
shit romcom
you play vidya to forget that moron
just boot up literally fricking anything
Stop being a b***h and go insano
Have you tried futa wiener
Existential crises are for actual children.
This.
The Zen of apathy comes with the wisdom of age.
Play Soma.
>questioning the point of life and existence
Stop caring. That's all you have to do.
>keep getting thoughts and flashes of embarrassing or stressful moments from the past which cause me to gasp, mumble something stupid to myself or physically cringe
>don't feel like playing anything with a story if Im not having a good day or feel like there's a possibility of it turning bad
>will only actually play anything if I can guarantee myself that there will be no distractions
>just end up mindlessly browsing Ganker usually because of this
I've got problems.
You will overcome them. Stay strong, anon.
Literally me
For me? When I get depressed I play Dungeons of Dredmor. Cartoony/goofy graphics, character progression that's pretty simple and nice music. This or the Fate games are the ultimate time wasters, to forget about dying
Play these games. They're cheap and even have low memory/storage, so you can just keep them in a USB and hold them like treasures
omg so relatable
>keep getting thoughts and flashes of embarrassing or stressful moments from the past
literally mr fr fr
>He isn't relentlessly haunted by trauma
>He doesn't have demons pushing him to suicide
>He doesn't go out of his way to play the most trauma inducing games he can find
>He doesn't play mindfrick games when he's dissociating
>He didn't develop the strength to walk through hell like a stroll through the park
Literally not me.
I didn't really say they were traumas and (I think) I don't have anything really that bad but for some reason those intrusive thoughts really get to me despite being pretty basic shit that everyone suffers from. Though there are some moments where if I feel like a certain situation is starting again I'll lock myself in my room for several hours and go as far as urinating in bottles so I don't have to leave, and during these moments I'm constantly listening for sounds outside and get somewhat paranoid.
It's some weird habit of trying to make everything "perfect" probably so I can have a memorable moment in my life, if its all not in top condition then I don't feel like I'll absorb it all.
>"heh, you see, I'm a bit of a uniquely damaged person, heh..."
>has the same embarrassing memory tics as literally every person on the planet
Get a personality that doesn't revolve around your super sekrit suffering. It's hardly different from leveraging minority status for pity points.
>>keep getting thoughts and flashes of embarrassing or stressful moments from the past which cause me to gasp, mumble something stupid to myself or physically cringe
This happens to me a lot and I have no idea why.
I am in a similar both except for the story shit, I skip most cutscenes in games instead.
And yeah, I also end up not playing because of my no-distractions policy, it has gotten worse in recent years as my parents are getting older and weaker and need more and more assistance and my older brother has his own family now so I am the only one left to take care of them. And I know it will only get worse.
It gets easier with time
You won't cringe or mumble but you will still remember it
Literally just stop giving a frick
Werks on my machine 🙂
I can fix him
Theyre signals like ghosts they want you to pay attention to what happened and try to fix it or accept it its like when you lost a pvp game and you get mad at it. to get out of it you need to reflect on it analyze it and do something about it
>>will only actually play anything if I can guarantee myself that there will be no distractions
I do something like this when reading manga or VN or books I consider to be masterpieces. I need to be in peak mental condition
>keep getting thoughts and flashes of embarrassing or stressful moments from the past which cause me to gasp, mumble something stupid to myself or physically
That also happens to me tho
Whenever I begin to panic about my existence, I hug my wife until it stops. Worked so far, I hope it keeps working.
I jerk off to hot anime bawds too much
That's the opposite of a problem
>a bloo bloo I'm worthless and gonna die some day
Get over it gay no one cares
I hate myself and wish I was dead. Also I have a GT 1030 so I couldn't play most games even if I wanted to.
Hey anon, I don't hate you and I don't think you should either.
Which 1030? The ddr4 or gddr5 version? Either way you're better off garbage diving for anything else. That gfx card is worse than the integrated gpu on the i7 8700k cpu. Praying for you.
Mmmm. Nagatoro.
This series is memed to shit on this site but is it even worth watching? Or is it a mediocre romcom? People shilled Tagaki but I didn't feel it was anything special. Progress was way too slow that it got annoying.
It's just typical japanese "WILL THEY WON'T THEY" romcom, it's just popular because people like the brown brat.
Gotcha. Maybe I'll just keep it on my list to read once the manga is finished.
Nagatoro introduced paisen to all these hot girls but I'd be genuinely be afraid to cuck her. She seems like the kind to just go full school shooter and destroy the world on a whim.
At least the latest batches have actually committed to
>they will
but still drag their feet on making them do anything of actual fricking significance
Has the gray haired shortstack even kissed her generic MC yet?
Wasn't this a doujin before? What happened to that? Does the hentai still get chapters? On a related note, I've noticed an uptick of hentai turning into 'safe' shows? Am I crazy or what?
Nagatoro was never a doujin.
Not the way I read it.
nah, it started as like some sort of webcomic (it wasn't really a comic but whatever) where she was a lot meaner. then it got serialized
I think that by that point 774/nanashi had already been cleansed of all sin by the naruhina doujins he did
The anime is trash. The manga is ok for what it is.
>Nagabreasto
also you are of age
>I have too many existential crisises to play video games.
If you are too enui for videogames, you are too enui for Ganker.
Come back when you sort your shit out.
Kimoi Kimoi Kimoi~
Kimoi Kimoi Kimoi~~
cuckqueen Toro!
Unironically this especially when I try to go to sleep at a normal time and it's dark already
I've started using a nightlight again
If you guys are going through a rough time, don't worry. It's gonna be alright. I've been there. Things will get much better, I promise you. This crap will be a thing of the past.
I hope you're right, friend.
Need to get my brain sorted out sometime, cheers.
Ive basically switched gaming all day to running or biking all day. like i feel better physically, but i feel like im going through a mid life crisis or something.