in my head canon, everyone made fun of gordon for being awkward and when the accident happened he started killing every scientist he saw out of revenge
also when he noticed the assasins were girls he groped one as she was dying and he jerk offd and came right on her dying face,
the white substance glistening in the air as it reflected the lights of the room, coming right at her face was the last thing she saw as she drew her last breath
(imagine the blue spray is cum okay?)
there is a tranquilizer gun but im not sure it would be of use on this species, you are welcome to try >shoot scientist in the face with shotgun
i love killing scientist in that game
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
that scientist was one of the best ones to kill for sure lol.
like nobody was around to witness it.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
i personally think its more fun when there's witnesses, i love that they get scared knowing they are next
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
lolol dark bro, dark.
it was fun leading a slew of guards and scientists into live fire from turrets in office complex >I won't go another step!
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
is it dark? isnt this how everybody thinks? im not trolling, its a sincere question.
anyway did you know that if you are quick enough you can kill the scientist inside the trash?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
it's not really that dark bro, im just bantering. a lot of people do think that way, just don't get to express it much.
Yeah, i did know that. apparently even if you kill him there's still dialogue through the closed lid lol
how's things going with your life HLfriend?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
yeah he still talks when you get close and press E >how's things going with your life HLfriend?
i've been better, how about you?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
i hear that bro >been better >been worse tho
I am remaining grateful through some challenging circumstances, and at the same time many parts of life are really enjoyable.
Feel free to talk about the concept/spirit of things if you have to get it off your chest..
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
well i need to get a job, i need to grow up and get a life but everytime i get relly nervous, its not that im lazy, being around people is exhausting to me, i've had other jobs in the past but i've never been able to keep them for more than six months. and im just so alone
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
that sounds damn tough bro..
it seems like society is gatekeeping certain personalities and feeding more anxiety and fear to those personalities to further gatekeep them right now..
how long have you been "alone" and what does that really mean in terms of family/friends?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>it seems like society is gatekeeping certain personalities and feeding more anxiety and fear to those personalities to further gatekeep them right now
right? i swear if you are unfortunate enough to be born with this personality, you are utterly fricked you are never going to get anywhere in life.
basically i've been alone all my life, sure i've lived with my parents but they were very neglectful, they didnt spend much time with me and everytime i did they would just fall asleep, well my mom did, i was terrified of my dad so i avoided him at all cost, neither of them ever showed any intereset in the things i liked unless it was to mock them. and i remember once begging my mom to play with me and she yelled at me, since then i never asked her for anything like that ever again and my dad would never let me go outside so basically i spend all the time inside playing alone. and when i was in elementary school i had no social skills whatsoever so i was a quiet kid, i was very anxious the first day so i cried and since then everyone bullied and mocked me for that all the way to sixth grade. i droped out of highschool after literally one day because i had a panic attack and i just didnt want to deal with this bullshit anymore. it has been like 10 years since then, all of those years i've spent them traped inside my own room, my mental health is pretty much non existant at this point, yeah sure i've had a couple of jobs here and there but i never talked to anybody
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
oh shit i forgot to space some of this out
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
oh shit i forgot to space some of this out
no worries bro, no need to filter..
I had a tough relationship with my parents growing up as well. My father is dead now for a few years and things only got to a certain point with him.
My mother well, i heard a quote that changed my perspective >a mothers heart is a black abyss at the bottom of which is always forgiveness
on your own time... maybe try to approach your mom like making a new friend? I did, and it's taken years but things have gotten waay better. I consider my mother one of my best friends. And that's time that is well spent in life, with family. Not saying forget the past, but give people a chance to change, and forgive the past.. especially with our own mothers.
As for society, damn dude lol... i say frick it, sounds like you are really mentally strong to have
spent so much time alone like that.
it could be that you come off as slightly intimidating at this point to certain people in society.
I know wounds of the past still hurt me occasionally, and yet i carry them and let them go, and sometimes pick them back up too.
hope this helps some...
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
its really hard to let go of the past for me, it replays in my head non stop every waking moment of my life, like when you have a song playing in the background. the thing with my mother is that up until very recently i saw it as all being my fault, i thought i deserve all that had happened to me as a kid, it wasnt until recently that i realized none of that was my fault my parents werent really good parents, im having a hard time coping with that.
also sometimes i feel like crying would help me feel better in those dark days but i cant, no matter how hard i try i cant cry, come to think of it lately i dont feel anything other than anger, no happiness no sadness only anger.
i dont like what i'm becoming.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
even a little change can change a lot, especially if you don't like what you are becoming..
I've been in some tough spots, and some seemingly insurmountable challenges yet, here I am potentially making a small change again, and again if need be.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
i feel like i need to get out of this place, too many painful memories in this place. but the thought of being around people is just too painful im seriously considering drinking and even drugs
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
that sounds like an interesting decision to be faced with..
what are some options that might be available?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
i dont have any options really, none that i can think of, all i can do is get a job, and find someplace to live.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
money can create a multitude of options, and usually there are option that we haven't thought of that may take time to realize..
wishing you grace, love, luck and gratitude on your life's journey bro!
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
thanks, same to you too friend, you made my day by letting me vent
yeah same but in autum especially i get this urge to play it, everything else im doing gets put on hold for half life, frick me man now i want to play half life right now, it such a comfy game for me
I don't even know what I did last summer.
rape
Mind filling me in cause I don't remember a frickin thing
Gordon Sneedman in the flesh
Or rather
In the hazard suit
I took the liberty of relieving you of your shitposting folder, most of it were copyrighted property, as for the ban, I think you've earned it.
The borderworld Ganker
Is under our control
for the time being
quite a nasty sneed of work you managed over there
I AM IMPRESSSSSSSSED
>
>*whacks nearby wooden crate
>
STAHP!
ARRGHHH!
in my head canon, everyone made fun of gordon for being awkward and when the accident happened he started killing every scientist he saw out of revenge
also when he noticed the assasins were girls he groped one as she was dying and he jerk offd and came right on her dying face,
the white substance glistening in the air as it reflected the lights of the room, coming right at her face was the last thing she saw as she drew her last breath
(imagine the blue spray is cum okay?)
still one of the most stupidly overhyped character of all time, 0 personality 0 lines 0 b***hes
he is you, you are gordong freeman you personality its his personality
got him
His personality sucks then
watch me get ravenholm
>CAPTCHA: 88KKY4
>discord link
nah, i'll pass
free my homie man
rorr
r
Who's this beta
his name is doctor house
yeah, and he doesn't need to hear all this
they are waiting for him, in the tessst chamberrrr
boosting his anti-mass spectrometer to
>one
>oh
>five
percent
he's a highly trained professional, ok
can someone assure the administrator that nothing will go wrong?
did you submit your status report to the administrator today?
did you see it?
they said they pulled it from the challenger deep
but I'm certain that it never swam in terrestrial waters until a week ago
there is a tranquilizer gun but im not sure it would be of use on this species, you are welcome to try
>shoot scientist in the face with shotgun
i love killing scientist in that game
that scientist was one of the best ones to kill for sure lol.
like nobody was around to witness it.
i personally think its more fun when there's witnesses, i love that they get scared knowing they are next
lolol dark bro, dark.
it was fun leading a slew of guards and scientists into live fire from turrets in office complex
>I won't go another step!
is it dark? isnt this how everybody thinks? im not trolling, its a sincere question.
anyway did you know that if you are quick enough you can kill the scientist inside the trash?
it's not really that dark bro, im just bantering. a lot of people do think that way, just don't get to express it much.
Yeah, i did know that. apparently even if you kill him there's still dialogue through the closed lid lol
how's things going with your life HLfriend?
yeah he still talks when you get close and press E
>how's things going with your life HLfriend?
i've been better, how about you?
i hear that bro
>been better
>been worse tho
I am remaining grateful through some challenging circumstances, and at the same time many parts of life are really enjoyable.
Feel free to talk about the concept/spirit of things if you have to get it off your chest..
well i need to get a job, i need to grow up and get a life but everytime i get relly nervous, its not that im lazy, being around people is exhausting to me, i've had other jobs in the past but i've never been able to keep them for more than six months. and im just so alone
that sounds damn tough bro..
it seems like society is gatekeeping certain personalities and feeding more anxiety and fear to those personalities to further gatekeep them right now..
how long have you been "alone" and what does that really mean in terms of family/friends?
>it seems like society is gatekeeping certain personalities and feeding more anxiety and fear to those personalities to further gatekeep them right now
right? i swear if you are unfortunate enough to be born with this personality, you are utterly fricked you are never going to get anywhere in life.
basically i've been alone all my life, sure i've lived with my parents but they were very neglectful, they didnt spend much time with me and everytime i did they would just fall asleep, well my mom did, i was terrified of my dad so i avoided him at all cost, neither of them ever showed any intereset in the things i liked unless it was to mock them. and i remember once begging my mom to play with me and she yelled at me, since then i never asked her for anything like that ever again and my dad would never let me go outside so basically i spend all the time inside playing alone. and when i was in elementary school i had no social skills whatsoever so i was a quiet kid, i was very anxious the first day so i cried and since then everyone bullied and mocked me for that all the way to sixth grade. i droped out of highschool after literally one day because i had a panic attack and i just didnt want to deal with this bullshit anymore. it has been like 10 years since then, all of those years i've spent them traped inside my own room, my mental health is pretty much non existant at this point, yeah sure i've had a couple of jobs here and there but i never talked to anybody
oh shit i forgot to space some of this out
no worries bro, no need to filter..
I had a tough relationship with my parents growing up as well. My father is dead now for a few years and things only got to a certain point with him.
My mother well, i heard a quote that changed my perspective
>a mothers heart is a black abyss at the bottom of which is always forgiveness
on your own time... maybe try to approach your mom like making a new friend? I did, and it's taken years but things have gotten waay better. I consider my mother one of my best friends. And that's time that is well spent in life, with family. Not saying forget the past, but give people a chance to change, and forgive the past.. especially with our own mothers.
As for society, damn dude lol... i say frick it, sounds like you are really mentally strong to have
spent so much time alone like that.
it could be that you come off as slightly intimidating at this point to certain people in society.
I know wounds of the past still hurt me occasionally, and yet i carry them and let them go, and sometimes pick them back up too.
hope this helps some...
its really hard to let go of the past for me, it replays in my head non stop every waking moment of my life, like when you have a song playing in the background. the thing with my mother is that up until very recently i saw it as all being my fault, i thought i deserve all that had happened to me as a kid, it wasnt until recently that i realized none of that was my fault my parents werent really good parents, im having a hard time coping with that.
also sometimes i feel like crying would help me feel better in those dark days but i cant, no matter how hard i try i cant cry, come to think of it lately i dont feel anything other than anger, no happiness no sadness only anger.
i dont like what i'm becoming.
even a little change can change a lot, especially if you don't like what you are becoming..
I've been in some tough spots, and some seemingly insurmountable challenges yet, here I am potentially making a small change again, and again if need be.
i feel like i need to get out of this place, too many painful memories in this place. but the thought of being around people is just too painful im seriously considering drinking and even drugs
that sounds like an interesting decision to be faced with..
what are some options that might be available?
i dont have any options really, none that i can think of, all i can do is get a job, and find someplace to live.
money can create a multitude of options, and usually there are option that we haven't thought of that may take time to realize..
wishing you grace, love, luck and gratitude on your life's journey bro!
thanks, same to you too friend, you made my day by letting me vent
How did you know I [spolier]beat HL2[/spoiler]?
Yeah, I played Half-Life. Like I do every summer.
but its spring, i usually play it either in autum or winter
I play Half-Life enough that I usually play it every season.
yeah same but in autum especially i get this urge to play it, everything else im doing gets put on hold for half life, frick me man now i want to play half life right now, it such a comfy game for me
I really need to get back into half life mapping. My favorite activity in there is just making cozy maps to hang around in.
i never got into it, i was too impatient but i would love to learn how to do it one day, i dont care if people forget about half life, i never will
Its gonna be a long time before people forget half-life. Its one of the most influential games of all time.
Dude, where's my car?
Cissero Freeman