I think i will be suiciding after the next dlc
I can't anymore of living with this pain. this existence is a hell
I think i will be suiciding after the next dlc. I can't anymore of living with this pain. this existence is a hell
I think i will be suiciding after the next dlc
I can't anymore of living with this pain. this existence is a hell
Dios mio la cretura
I'm picturing a terapagos saying these exact words in a chipmunk voice lol
Time to imagine life in heaven, Anon.
i gotta be honest im pretty close to the edge too anon. feels like everything i do is a disaster and i keep getting trapped in a tighter and tighter box, i can't even afford food anymore let alone my medicine. i don't know how much longer i can go when the only thing i have to look forward to is pokémon, and if i don't even have that... uh... we are gonna make it, right?
What about future Pokemon games, anon? Don't you want to be around for the coming gens? In the meantime, what about setting small, achievable goals for yourself? Little things that can make your life better over time, bit by bit? This way, by the time each new gen and its dlc arrives, you'll be able to enjoy it, and other things in life, more.
You can turn to food banks and churches for help with getting food and also potentially get money from the government to buy food. There are also organizations online that you can reach out to that help with getting people their needed medication at minimum or no cost. Until you're able to get back on your feet and rebuild your confidence, don't feel bad about making use of the resources and help that's out there. Pokemon has brought you happiness in the past, and you want to be around so that it can continue to enjoy it in the future, right?
says it better than I could. You have no clue how the future will be, or what it could bring. if pokemon is giving you a reason to stay alive, then you should know that you won't be alive to see the series get better.
>What about future Pokemon games, anon? Don't you want to be around for the coming gens?
nta but fuck no lmao
Maybe try out romhacks and fangames.
Personally, I am not the biggest fan, but a lot of people enjoy them.
Killing yourself in accordance with fucking pokemon of all things is insane. Seek therapy anons, please, if not for yourself then for the people that care about you.
ive never been truly loved yet. the only people that ever gave me love left me very quickly
imagine holding on just to consoom pokemon
just go to a psychiatrist, retard
>amerimutts assblasted by multi-thousand dollar healthcare yet again
lmfao suicide is a better option
been persecuted by them as soon as i turned 18. ive heard the most horrifying shit said by their filthy npc mouths, such as "you have no human rights". also been threatened of murder by the police just for saying they are slaves, and more
But theyre irrelevant to my state. theyre just the final reflection of this turd existence
i didnt even have pokemon for a while lol but even while playing i feel bad. when i play too much and i enjoy it, then i end up feeling too closed in this nothing bubble im in. when i see nice guys in pokemon i feel bad cause i dont have em. when i hear a song more likely than not im feeling bad because it gives me painful thoughts/sensations. that arent bad, but good thoughts remind me of what i should be living. though pokemon for the most part is closer to me and more earthy, most characters are sad lol and the main characters are depressed or in constant pain. i love em
>insult popo
>surprised when they retaliate
>when i hear a song more likely than not im feeling bad because it gives me painful thoughts/sensations.
What does that mean? Do you have some sort of synesthesia?
idk what that is. music more often than not makes me depressed because it makes me picture things i havent lived but that i really want to live. exceptions are very tragic songs that are supposed to be sad, and even there a lot of times they sound somewhat happy to me
I see, that's interesting.
Maybe you can manage to live those things you want to live one day, anon.
And if not, then I hope you can be at peace.
All the more reason to live and look for ways to experience these things. 🙂
That Alola picture made me smile, I'm not that anon but thanks for grounding me a little c:
>In the meantime, what about setting small, achievable goals for yourself? Little things that can make your life better over time, bit by bit?
This is really hard for me to do because of my mental illness, but
>There are also organizations online that you can reach out to that help with getting people their needed medication at minimum or no cost.
No kidding? I thought I was just permafucked by american healthcare, my meds are outrageously expensive and I was honestly starting to think I'd just never be sane again. I should look into this, you're a life saver.
>Pokemon has brought you happiness in the past, and you want to be around so that it can continue to enjoy it in the future, right?
You're right, it's hard but I should survive for the little things. Thanks anon 🙂
Here are a few links to get you started, anon.
https://www.mhanational.org/how-can-i-get-help-paying-my-prescriptions
d.com/health-insurance/get-medication-free
Ngl, it takes time and work to explore your options, and yeah, sometimes things just don't pan out. Don't give up though, because there is help out there!
Surviving for the little things is just as important as the big things... stop and smell the roses, y'know? Small things that can help you appreciate and feel good about life, and yourself.
Those people didn't really care for you, then. In a way, you dodged not one but many bullets. Had they not left you, you would've wasted valuable time on them, and the eventual pain would've been even worse. You need to keep trying though, because if you don't try, then you're a lot less likely to find true love. It's like hunting for shiny Pokemon... sure if you leave it up to chance and hope to just randomly find one, your odds are a lot lower than if you put in the time and effort, battling non-shiny after non-shiny.
>just get scammed bro!
Lmfao, they won't help anyone
All they want is to push pills and pocket your cash
nice king i love you
Bad news:
Your trainer will just bring you to a Pokécenter and easily revive you.
There is no escape. You are stuck here forever, having to fight other pokémon for trainers enjoyment, dieing painfully over and over again, but never getting that sweet release.
Cope, Terapagos!
hi santaclaus i want a dick for christmas. as in, a man's cock
Wait, is this idiot actually thinking about suiciding over Pokémon???
I thought this was supposed to be from Terapagos POV.
I wish soooo much that we could get a goos Pokémon Mystery Dungeon game again like Explorers of Sky. Preferable with Tinkatink as a starter option.
But at least I have other games and things in real life to keep living for like my beloved horse, so I don't really need Pokémon.
you will regret it
Someone contact the local authorities to make sure anon is alright!
same, kinda wanna do it this month though
it's really hard for me to do it alone too. it would be cool to do it with someone else
>suiciding because of a kids game
Good riddance, homosexual
The most mentally sound person on /vp/
reminds me of when i told myself i would but not until after HGSS comes out. still here so that's somethin
same with the pain. i do try to create shit to feel like i have something but even that doesnt really matter when i can just imagine it.
Play old Pokémon games, spinoffs, fangames or just get a new game series.
real talk, life will always contain some suffering, but there are always reasons to keep going. we're only here for a limited time anyway, might as well claw all the enjoyment you can out of life for as long as you're able to be here. if your suffering is the result of specific peoples' actions, don't let those architects of your suffering win. the best revenge in scenarios like that is to cut them off and live your life unbothered by their bullshit.