I wish I had drawn more when I was in high school. My drawings skills were never that good, and I always had fear of my parents finding out what I wanted to draw. I never improved and now I am sad because I'm about to finish college, I still want to draw and I still live with my parents so I can't improve my drawing.
>inb4 just don't be a moron and they won't find out
I can't draw on paper or PC because I always get anxious after some time in and I have to just throw it out and/or do something else. It doesn't help that when I was in high school I was starting to write smut and drawing porn for myself, and then the school found out. I was sent to therapy for a whole year because I was going to a Catholic school.
After that I started to have anxiety attacks every time I try to draw something. Now they aren't that bad, but it still surprises me it's been 10 years and I still feel bad about it. It's something I literally don't wish on anyone else, being found out.
I can find some kind of detachment when writing papers and stuff but when I try to do something creative for myself I struggle a lot. Back during the pandemic, I brute forced myself to write some smut and draw some porn, I even published some online but I ended deleting everything. I just couldn't deal with the guilt, the feeling something or someone was coming after me, being found out even online, the sweaty hands, the nausea. I really wish there were a cure for this.
If you have any tips/advice for this, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks for reading.
You're a grown ass fricking man, grow a ballsack and then draw some ballsacs
...Scorbunny ballsacks?
This is a copypasta, he posted this already on Ganker
Anon, it sounds like you main problem is your anxiety and lack of self confidence, not your parents or school. Work on fixing that first, and no /vp/ and Ganker is not the right place to ask about that.
As a nationalist, I don't think you should aspire to being able draw and write smut and pornography. You should channel your creative interests into less degenerate endeavors.
Basically, it sounds like you do not respect yourself at all and you really need to fix that. Remaining a coomer degenerate will cause you to lose respect for yourself too.
Bye bye
Forgot to tag OP, whatever
>Don't spend your time on porn
-Anon that spends his life on v and vp
So nationalists are moronic? Noted
Ouch anon, your comment was mean enough to give (you) a (you). Good job, proud of you!
Your fake kindness isn’t funny or endearing, it just makes you come across as an annoying moronic homosexual. Please Kys.
Frick off puritan
I stand by what I said
Drugs, Alcohol, Porn, etc are all fun and can be used to ease the stresses of live, but making them a major part of your life is a bad idea.
OP has revealed that he hates himself through his post (if he isn't just trolling)
If you struggle with self-confidence issues, engaging with vices is a terrible way to fix that because, even if subconsciously, they cause someone, particularly an anxious person, to lose respect for themself.
You don't have to be a roundhead to see the truth in that.
You are either the best troller alive or the most moronic moron on Earth. Either way, congratulations anon
Dragon
Truth
>kamikaze
>nationalist
do it then homosexual
you want me to bomb the US military? Not sure if the US government would appreciate those statements anon.
Come back when you actually have children, maybe then your nationalism will actually be worth something.
Just to spite you, I’m going to get drunk and fap to Slyveon porn all day.
>Slyveon porn
Why Sylveon?
So?
Most nu-pokelewds drawgays started with making clop smut first mind you, like GlacierClear for example - who used to take requests on /mlp/ and repost them to her old Tumblr blog before the Coompocalypse [spoiler]which included CMC porn she now swears she never did as a Twatter moralgay clout-chaser[/spoiler]
I'm gonna write on you especially on your feet like a jigglypuff does to sleeping people just to spite ya lol
>/pol/tards actually think like this
Touch grass
Anon said Scorbunny. Here you go:
https://files.catbox.moe/m7gv35.png
Thank you. I made the Scorbunny you see, but even the sketch was pretty daunting. I gave up coloring it because of that. At least it looks decent. Thanks for the advice you put. I appareciate it.
>At least it looks decent.
Anon, it looks off-model. Practice your drawing skills. But I'm proud of you anyway. You actually drew something.
Sorry anon, but that doesn’t look good, at all, and this is coming from someone who barely knows how to draw, now I understand why you deleted everything. That said, have you tried getting pokemon art academy for the 3DS? If being found out is a problem, that kinda solves the issue of having sheets of paper lying around or having a digital drawing on a big ass computer screen anyone can walk by or into
It’s fine for a doodle, you have some sense of perspective in you. The more you practice the better your drawings will look.
Show us a drawing or gtfo.
I wish I wasn't too darn lazy to draw.
First off, I'm sorry to hear this happened to you, getting exposed like that to everyone you know must have been super humiliating, and no one deserves that. As anon said, I think you should begin with working through your issues regarding those feelings of anxiety and shame regarding this experience. It's not going to be painless though, as you're going to have to work your way to challenging your anxieties head on eventually.
What you can do is begin with more sfw art. That way, you will be improving your art at a steady pace, without overwhelming yourself. Alternatively, you could study some anatomy, which focuses moreso on nudity and form rather than being outwardly explicit. A lot of smut is actually about suggestion, so do keep that in mind.
Whatever you choose to do, I wish you well. I can personally tell you that even if your art is shit, the joy of creation is something more people should experience.
Didn't tag right whatever
Why did this thread devolve into a Delcatty-schizo hate thread?
... Anon's wish was for me and Finn to go back home to Ooo!
Meds
Sounds like you need to try doing SFW stuff instead of NSFW
Much less risk of embarrassment if you’re found out
Any SFW ideas?
Start simple. Maybe just draw one of your favorite Pokemon being happy
This same thread is on /mlp/ btw
Looks like this one was posted an hour after the pony one
Wonder if this OP is another guy and he’s just trolling, or if it’s the same guy trying to get help from multiple boards
>if it’s the same guy trying to get help from multiple boards
More probably this.
and this is pokemon related how?
There's a Pikachu in the OP.
Why did you post this here?
Were you afraid to get called out accordingly by /ic/?
Frick off
>anon is a homosexual gatekeeper
You frick off.
I guarantee that if this was posted in /ic/ where it’d be relevant to his actual problems instead of a Pokémon board filled with children, the reception would be completely different.
OP is a spineless narcissist and needs to go die in a hole
his actual problems have nothing to do with his artwork or lack there of. He has way bigger problems.
Still he should not be posting on /vp/
>Still he should not be posting on /vp/
Where should he post then?
/adv/ but we know that place sucks dick
This is the kind of drama bait every shitty artist posts on /ic/, expecting a higbox to tell them that they’re good enough or hate the real world just as much as they do.
I’m not going to treat this guy with kid gloves. He’s pathetic
Cringe copypasta
Draw lines.
That's it. Don't worry about results. Just draw lines. Draw lines you like.
Captcha: MRH8. Also, my new rap name.