the world isn't obligated to do anything but you also don't have to give a shit
if you're just going to be sad about it and stay locked up then it's better for everybody else
This, 100%. I was like the OP pic up until middle school when I decided to be done with the sad sack routine. I went out, I was cringe, I drove people away, and I hated doing it. But eventually I made friends and got better and better at understanding how to work and interact with people. You don’t have to change who you are but you do have to make an actual effort and not just be a quiet, reserved shut in.
When I was a 5 year old boy, was I a subhuman hellspawn who deserved to die alone and miserable, or was I an impressionable child that would be molded for the worse by my environment?
when you were a 5 year old boy, did you bother to reflect on your own actions and try to understand people, or did you blame the world for your problems and refuse introspection?
did you change since you were 5?
11 months ago
Anonymous
Even if I did the latter, the only reason I would've done so is due to mental illness and/or bad parenting, both of which are objectively not my fault.
Talk all the shit you want about current day me, but don't pretend that past me deserved to turn into current day me.
11 months ago
Anonymous
even if you did the latter due to mental illness or bad parenting, you've had all the chances to move in a different direction and you haven't
i'm not asking you to do yoga or go out and walk, if you're being bullied in current day and you're blaming the world and your parents for being wrong, you're going to invite more bullying for being a self-centered pessimist who can't accept accountability
maybe past you didn't deserve to be turned into current day you, but don't pretend that you were completely powerless
11 months ago
Anonymous
anon I didn't just roll out of bed one morning and decide to become this way because Tyler Durden was cool or some shit, I had it repeatedly drilled into my head that I wasn't welcome anywhere, and only afterwards I made up some sour grapes copium about how I'm actually a lone wolf that likes staying inside. You're mixing up the symptom and the cause here.
I am actually taking steps to improve myself (just finished a job search and I'm getting along well with my new coworkers), but I'm still intensely offended by the implicatiojn that I KNOWINGLY chose to become like this.
11 months ago
Anonymous
>(just finished a job search and I'm getting along well with my new coworkers)
maybe past you would be proud of this fact, at least
maybe i seemed like i was trying to imply it was ALL your fault, but if you're actively turning things around then it doesn't matter what i'm arguing for
i was in a similar position growing up, but my perspective is a bit skewed because i'm the kind of socially blind autist that just barely cared for the ridicule to begin with
whatever happens for you i hope it's for the best
11 months ago
Anonymous
>afterwards I made up some sour grapes copium about how I'm actually a lone wolf that likes staying inside.
i empathize with you but that makes you a resentful b***h
11 months ago
Anonymous
You maybe have not knowingly chose to become like this, but you have knowingly chose to remain like this and wallow in self-pity. That's peak entitlement. There are people who've had it much worse than you and yet are living better and happier, so why should we suddenly be oh so woeful for you?
11 months ago
Anonymous
How about you choose not to be a homosexual Black person
I was coddled by my mother since I was born. Never managed to make ''friends''. Then I was thrown into kindergarten, and had no idea how to socialize. The most soul crushing memory of that time is when a girl's mother came at shared a chocolate bar to each kid. Except me. Of course I cried but I was ignored, nor did the teacher say anything.
>>stay inside >>don't develop social skills
It's a symptom, not the disease. Do you think anyone was born with an aversion to other people? You think they grew up with unlimited access to the internet all the time? Everyone goes into the world wanting to develop social skills, wanting to learn and connect. It is the actions of other children and most importantly their parents (or, in many cases, parent) that creates a sperg who cuts himself off from the world. Some were relentlessly bullied as the favorite target of the other children's cruelty, some had parents that didn't care about their socialization at all and had their children grow up alone locked in an apartment or isolated in a trailer in the woods with little more than a gameboy to keep them company, some had even worse circumstances. The point being, there are a lot of things people experience in childhood that can frick them up and make them hate people. It's not a social condition anyone cares about because most kids that grow up like this do so in silence. They're not shooting up schools or becoming career criminals, they're just hiding from everyone else because that's the only thing they've ever had the opportunity to do for themselves.
Dad is right and son should rope instead of feeling sorry for himself
yeah those downtrodden people just need to pull themselves up by their bootstraps like I did! Sure I may have gotten a ton of help during my formative years, but they should be able to just imagine they had gotten that help, it's just as good.
Again, the rope is still a valid path if you are so useless.
because the picture depicts a free man (the son) being guilt tripped into being a slave to society (the dad)
the dad sees and knows no other way because they were handed jobs out of high school and could buy houses and cars after a few summer gigs
a lot of normies think of neets the same way the boomer does about his son
Zero, nothing, nada, none metion about work or jobs there
because the picture depicts a free man (the son) being guilt tripped into being a slave to society (the dad)
the dad sees and knows no other way because they were handed jobs out of high school and could buy houses and cars after a few summer gigs
a lot of normies think of neets the same way the boomer does about his son
dad bought your pc to rant on him being a stupid ass boomer who knows nothing on a forum composed of lonely virgins who will never ever touch a vegana. get a load with this guy. have a nice day and live stream it you son of a b***h.
>Don't roll good on the family, genetic or parent lottery >Have my mind and formative years fricked up completely so I'm a maladjusted person who can't interact with people how I should. >Have to readjust, relearn and change basically my entire personality just so I can hope to be accepted by peers >Even when I do this, I realize that I'm a decade behind everyone else emotionally and socially and obviously no one is going to take the time to even try to help because why would they? >Sit in my room alone everyday after work and watch Youtube knowing full well I'm going to die alone if I continue this. >The alternative is essentially just trying to drive a car out of quicksand as I grow ever older because I can't catchup to peers around my age group and I will be seen and treated as an autist or freak. >On top of all of this, I have arthritis, scoliosis, a failing thyroid and a dysfunctional kidney only at the age of 28 when I've been at a fair and healthy weight my whole life and have barely eat fast food.
I get some anons in here are just depressed and venting, but if your body isn't actively failing like mine is and if you can talk to people without stuttering over every sentence then you at least have a chance in life to get better.
I'm not even 30 and I've been told by 2 doctors that I'm probably going to be crippled and wheelchair bound before I'm 45 due to my scoliosis and several therapists have told me that getting a girlfriend is a "very long term" goal for me. This life was never worth living and the only reason why I'm not dead yet is simply because I'm afraid that the afterlife might be worse somehow.
>Don't roll good on the family, genetic or parent lottery
Me neither but i also didn't roll well in the country >Have my mind and formative years fricked up completely so I'm a maladjusted person who can't interact with people how I should.
Skill issue >Have to readjust, relearn and change basically my entire personality just so I can hope to be accepted by peers
Skill issue >Even when I do this, I realize that I'm a decade behind everyone else emotionally and socially and obviously no one is going to take the time to even try to help because why would they?
Skill issue >Sit in my room alone everyday after work and watch Youtube knowing full well I'm going to die alone if I continue this.
Skill issue >The alternative is essentially just trying to drive a car out of quicksand as I grow ever older because I can't catchup to peers around my age group and I will be seen and treated as an autist or freak.
Skill issue >On top of all of this, I have arthritis, scoliosis, a failing thyroid and a dysfunctional kidney only at the age of 28 when I've been at a fair and healthy weight my whole life and have barely eat fast food.
Git gud
You know what is worse than all that? Being a phoneposter.
> >On top of all of this, I have arthritis, scoliosis, a failing thyroid and a dysfunctional kidney only at the age of 28 when I've been at a fair and healthy weight my whole life and have barely eat fast food.
Cut gluten out of your diet right now. Do it.
It's not a gluten allergen anon. Already checked that.
It's literally because I'm an incest baby. Between an autist with a family history of severe arthritis and his half-sister.
Is this the self-hating autist thread? Sometimes I just want to be comfy and not play games for a day, you don't have to actively be doing something 24/7 to feel validated that's how you get roped into trash like Gacha and live service games because they prey on that insecurity.
no kidding
one week my pc broke down and while i was stressed as frick due to assignments and recovering my files, i was still happy as frick to just be dicking around. to be fair it was also because i couldnt post in Ganker and had to rely on socializing with people on the streets and through my phone messaging apps but still
>People didn't look at me or try to understand me
OH NO PEOPLE AREN'T THE npcs YOU KEEP CALLING THEM? Bu-bu-but-WHAAAAAT?
Pity party gays keep shooting themselves in the foot
Not really sure. I know I put around 1900 hours in mgsV leveling my fob and trying master fob invasions. AAA+, top 2000 fob owner, feels like 90% of the fobs above me are cheaters when you look at their fob statistics (having every soldier a S++ lvl3 ranger or whatever is a give away). Only thing that probably comes close is various bethesda games, but I don’t frick with that company anymore.
I have 2000 hours in CSGO. The game is mostly only fun if you're skilled at it though. If you suck, it's like being in an abusive relationship where there are constant lows and highs, you really want to quit the game but then one really good winning streak happens and you change your mind. Then it crashes, you uninstall, and go back 6 months later and repeat the process. Plus a gambling addiction if you're so inclined.
There is a line of people waiting to take my job and current state is a permanent economic crisis so i'm too busy trying to get by to feel sorry for myself.
HEY GUYS I'M AIRMAN I THOUGHT I'D INTRODUCE MYSELF IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE HERE LIKES TO TALK AT LENGTH ABOUT THEIR ISSUES BUT NOT WITH THE INTENT OF ACTUALLY LISTENING TO EACH OTHER I THINK MAYBE HAVING EMPATHY WOULD GO A LONG WAY TO REPAIRING THIS DYSFUNCTIONAL RELATIONSHIP
An intense workout revitalizes me. No/low anxiety, Confident. More social. Feel good. It's fades as the hours pass and I reset back to anxiety ridden the next morning everyday regardless. Also an intense workout also is 50/50 on if you are super fatigued after a few hours.
It's still highly worth it but it's no cure. It's a temporary big boost and a slightly noticeable overall boost in general.
I've been working out 4 times a week 6 months straight and took a week off two weeks ago and actually had a more consistent decent mood during the break.
>worrying your dad and letting your problems out on him like a weak little b***h
whoever made that will never be a man and whoever posts it is a b***h.
It's women. It's always been women. Start looking down on them and you'll be surprised at how much easier it is to reintegrate into society. You have to call their bluff, lads. Ironically they will respect you more when you do. Sure, you'll come across the noisy ferals that demand everything and give nothing, but again, treating them like the lower lifeforms that they are will improve your lives no end.
those women are more manly than you. cowards like need to be weeded out. govt should mandate asocial chuds like you must be imprisoned and never to touch any gadget again.
Go back
it's better than seeing cancerjak edit N129924859089123 like the /qa/chan raiders do.
Go back.
go back
first wave of refugees after reddit's shutdown is here, I see
>first wave of refugees after reddit's shutdown is here
I am a refugee from the Digg.com 2.0 days.
stay
First time?
Reddit have a predictable shutdown every year because their CEOs are moronic.
the dad is right
the son is right too. the world is very wrong.
>stay inside
>don't develop social skills
>the world is wrong to reject the awkward autist
>the world is wrong to reject the awkward autist
this but unironically. the world should accept me as i am.
the world isn't obligated to do anything but you also don't have to give a shit
if you're just going to be sad about it and stay locked up then it's better for everybody else
This, 100%. I was like the OP pic up until middle school when I decided to be done with the sad sack routine. I went out, I was cringe, I drove people away, and I hated doing it. But eventually I made friends and got better and better at understanding how to work and interact with people. You don’t have to change who you are but you do have to make an actual effort and not just be a quiet, reserved shut in.
entitle piece of shit you should go get the rope you're nothing but a waste of oxygen. nobody would even cry over your death.
Lmfao where do you think you are
>go outside
>get relentlessly hit with shit like pic related until you no longer want to go outside
and i'm going to bet you don't know why people don't like you
When I was a 5 year old boy, was I a subhuman hellspawn who deserved to die alone and miserable, or was I an impressionable child that would be molded for the worse by my environment?
when you were a 5 year old boy, did you bother to reflect on your own actions and try to understand people, or did you blame the world for your problems and refuse introspection?
did you change since you were 5?
Even if I did the latter, the only reason I would've done so is due to mental illness and/or bad parenting, both of which are objectively not my fault.
Talk all the shit you want about current day me, but don't pretend that past me deserved to turn into current day me.
even if you did the latter due to mental illness or bad parenting, you've had all the chances to move in a different direction and you haven't
i'm not asking you to do yoga or go out and walk, if you're being bullied in current day and you're blaming the world and your parents for being wrong, you're going to invite more bullying for being a self-centered pessimist who can't accept accountability
maybe past you didn't deserve to be turned into current day you, but don't pretend that you were completely powerless
anon I didn't just roll out of bed one morning and decide to become this way because Tyler Durden was cool or some shit, I had it repeatedly drilled into my head that I wasn't welcome anywhere, and only afterwards I made up some sour grapes copium about how I'm actually a lone wolf that likes staying inside. You're mixing up the symptom and the cause here.
I am actually taking steps to improve myself (just finished a job search and I'm getting along well with my new coworkers), but I'm still intensely offended by the implicatiojn that I KNOWINGLY chose to become like this.
>(just finished a job search and I'm getting along well with my new coworkers)
maybe past you would be proud of this fact, at least
maybe i seemed like i was trying to imply it was ALL your fault, but if you're actively turning things around then it doesn't matter what i'm arguing for
i was in a similar position growing up, but my perspective is a bit skewed because i'm the kind of socially blind autist that just barely cared for the ridicule to begin with
whatever happens for you i hope it's for the best
>afterwards I made up some sour grapes copium about how I'm actually a lone wolf that likes staying inside.
i empathize with you but that makes you a resentful b***h
You maybe have not knowingly chose to become like this, but you have knowingly chose to remain like this and wallow in self-pity. That's peak entitlement. There are people who've had it much worse than you and yet are living better and happier, so why should we suddenly be oh so woeful for you?
How about you choose not to be a homosexual Black person
I was coddled by my mother since I was born. Never managed to make ''friends''. Then I was thrown into kindergarten, and had no idea how to socialize. The most soul crushing memory of that time is when a girl's mother came at shared a chocolate bar to each kid. Except me. Of course I cried but I was ignored, nor did the teacher say anything.
>kindergarten
Jesus christ western society has fallen this low
come on bro, spare us the bullshit and just have a nice day now
>>stay inside
>>don't develop social skills
It's a symptom, not the disease. Do you think anyone was born with an aversion to other people? You think they grew up with unlimited access to the internet all the time? Everyone goes into the world wanting to develop social skills, wanting to learn and connect. It is the actions of other children and most importantly their parents (or, in many cases, parent) that creates a sperg who cuts himself off from the world. Some were relentlessly bullied as the favorite target of the other children's cruelty, some had parents that didn't care about their socialization at all and had their children grow up alone locked in an apartment or isolated in a trailer in the woods with little more than a gameboy to keep them company, some had even worse circumstances. The point being, there are a lot of things people experience in childhood that can frick them up and make them hate people. It's not a social condition anyone cares about because most kids that grow up like this do so in silence. They're not shooting up schools or becoming career criminals, they're just hiding from everyone else because that's the only thing they've ever had the opportunity to do for themselves.
>stay inside
what are the steps before that?
We defeat the good guys in World War II no wonder the modern world is garbage
>Problem
>Solution
>BUT THAT'S TOO HAAAAARD
Then drop dead you whiny incel
yeah those downtrodden people just need to pull themselves up by their bootstraps like I did! Sure I may have gotten a ton of help during my formative years, but they should be able to just imagine they had gotten that help, it's just as good.
Again, the rope is still a valid path if you are so useless.
Zero, nothing, nada, none metion about work or jobs there
>useless
Why should I aspire to be useful?
Idk, it was your pic the says it. If you hate yourself so much might as well just end it instead of prolonging your suffering.
Okay, then drop dead
Dad is right and son should rope instead of feeling sorry for himself
second paragraph is entirely bullshit pseudoscience
taking a break will obviously help but it has nothing to do with "pleasure receptors"
its boomer cope, now that technology has surpassed the necessity to work they are coping hard with giving "the kids" some "brutal science"
There is no mention of work there
because the picture depicts a free man (the son) being guilt tripped into being a slave to society (the dad)
the dad sees and knows no other way because they were handed jobs out of high school and could buy houses and cars after a few summer gigs
a lot of normies think of neets the same way the boomer does about his son
dad bought your pc to rant on him being a stupid ass boomer who knows nothing on a forum composed of lonely virgins who will never ever touch a vegana. get a load with this guy. have a nice day and live stream it you son of a b***h.
too many words
First world problems. There are people right now working to not starve to death and then there's this homosexual crying that people don't love him.
>Don't roll good on the family, genetic or parent lottery
>Have my mind and formative years fricked up completely so I'm a maladjusted person who can't interact with people how I should.
>Have to readjust, relearn and change basically my entire personality just so I can hope to be accepted by peers
>Even when I do this, I realize that I'm a decade behind everyone else emotionally and socially and obviously no one is going to take the time to even try to help because why would they?
>Sit in my room alone everyday after work and watch Youtube knowing full well I'm going to die alone if I continue this.
>The alternative is essentially just trying to drive a car out of quicksand as I grow ever older because I can't catchup to peers around my age group and I will be seen and treated as an autist or freak.
>On top of all of this, I have arthritis, scoliosis, a failing thyroid and a dysfunctional kidney only at the age of 28 when I've been at a fair and healthy weight my whole life and have barely eat fast food.
I get some anons in here are just depressed and venting, but if your body isn't actively failing like mine is and if you can talk to people without stuttering over every sentence then you at least have a chance in life to get better.
I'm not even 30 and I've been told by 2 doctors that I'm probably going to be crippled and wheelchair bound before I'm 45 due to my scoliosis and several therapists have told me that getting a girlfriend is a "very long term" goal for me. This life was never worth living and the only reason why I'm not dead yet is simply because I'm afraid that the afterlife might be worse somehow.
>Don't roll good on the family, genetic or parent lottery
Me neither but i also didn't roll well in the country
>Have my mind and formative years fricked up completely so I'm a maladjusted person who can't interact with people how I should.
Skill issue
>Have to readjust, relearn and change basically my entire personality just so I can hope to be accepted by peers
Skill issue
>Even when I do this, I realize that I'm a decade behind everyone else emotionally and socially and obviously no one is going to take the time to even try to help because why would they?
Skill issue
>Sit in my room alone everyday after work and watch Youtube knowing full well I'm going to die alone if I continue this.
Skill issue
>The alternative is essentially just trying to drive a car out of quicksand as I grow ever older because I can't catchup to peers around my age group and I will be seen and treated as an autist or freak.
Skill issue
>On top of all of this, I have arthritis, scoliosis, a failing thyroid and a dysfunctional kidney only at the age of 28 when I've been at a fair and healthy weight my whole life and have barely eat fast food.
Git gud
You know what is worse than all that? Being a phoneposter.
Wow, you mean if people try hard, they can be a buzzword spamming homosexual like you?
No, that's an inherent ability.
>Being a phoneposter
speaking from experience, homosexual-kun?
You poor poor man… would you like to buy some chocolate?
You can tell posts like this piss off insecure normies from just how vapid they become.
> >On top of all of this, I have arthritis, scoliosis, a failing thyroid and a dysfunctional kidney only at the age of 28 when I've been at a fair and healthy weight my whole life and have barely eat fast food.
Cut gluten out of your diet right now. Do it.
It's not a gluten allergen anon. Already checked that.
It's literally because I'm an incest baby. Between an autist with a family history of severe arthritis and his half-sister.
that's fricking rough man
Is there a female version of this? I bet the daughter would sound a lot more sympathetic.
Is this the self-hating autist thread? Sometimes I just want to be comfy and not play games for a day, you don't have to actively be doing something 24/7 to feel validated that's how you get roped into trash like Gacha and live service games because they prey on that insecurity.
no kidding
one week my pc broke down and while i was stressed as frick due to assignments and recovering my files, i was still happy as frick to just be dicking around.
to be fair it was also because i couldnt post in Ganker and had to rely on socializing with people on the streets and through my phone messaging apps but still
>People didn't look at me or try to understand me
OH NO PEOPLE AREN'T THE npcs YOU KEEP CALLING THEM? Bu-bu-but-WHAAAAAT?
Pity party gays keep shooting themselves in the foot
Not really sure. I know I put around 1900 hours in mgsV leveling my fob and trying master fob invasions. AAA+, top 2000 fob owner, feels like 90% of the fobs above me are cheaters when you look at their fob statistics (having every soldier a S++ lvl3 ranger or whatever is a give away). Only thing that probably comes close is various bethesda games, but I don’t frick with that company anymore.
tf2 and cs
I have 2000 hours in CSGO. The game is mostly only fun if you're skilled at it though. If you suck, it's like being in an abusive relationship where there are constant lows and highs, you really want to quit the game but then one really good winning streak happens and you change your mind. Then it crashes, you uninstall, and go back 6 months later and repeat the process. Plus a gambling addiction if you're so inclined.
One day my country will be rich enough so i can blame being a useless piece of trash on some random negative interaction i had at age 10
What do you blame it on currently?
There is a line of people waiting to take my job and current state is a permanent economic crisis so i'm too busy trying to get by to feel sorry for myself.
Yet you came to this thread to whine about it?
>boohoo, everyone, my country is so poor, but I am too busy to feel sorry for myself
Nah, i'm just on my break and making fun of reddit tourists is a good passtime
go outside
bang
College.
I played lotro pretty regularly for ~9 years
HEY GUYS I'M AIRMAN I THOUGHT I'D INTRODUCE MYSELF IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYONE HERE LIKES TO TALK AT LENGTH ABOUT THEIR ISSUES BUT NOT WITH THE INTENT OF ACTUALLY LISTENING TO EACH OTHER I THINK MAYBE HAVING EMPATHY WOULD GO A LONG WAY TO REPAIRING THIS DYSFUNCTIONAL RELATIONSHIP
GIMMIE YOUR POWER!!
*fwoosh*
>left wing memes
>hurr durr I have the opportunity to live in the best times possible for the average human and I have le depression someone help ;~~*((
>league of legends
this is a Black personfree zone we don't want you here please go back
i speak like a pseudointellectual with my family
>just go the gym bro
An intense workout revitalizes me. No/low anxiety, Confident. More social. Feel good. It's fades as the hours pass and I reset back to anxiety ridden the next morning everyday regardless. Also an intense workout also is 50/50 on if you are super fatigued after a few hours.
It's still highly worth it but it's no cure. It's a temporary big boost and a slightly noticeable overall boost in general.
I've been working out 4 times a week 6 months straight and took a week off two weeks ago and actually had a more consistent decent mood during the break.
Is there no hope for us bros? Is there no way to fix decades of social isolation and video game abuse?
blame it on yourself you piece of trash
>worrying your dad and letting your problems out on him like a weak little b***h
whoever made that will never be a man and whoever posts it is a b***h.
It's women. It's always been women. Start looking down on them and you'll be surprised at how much easier it is to reintegrate into society. You have to call their bluff, lads. Ironically they will respect you more when you do. Sure, you'll come across the noisy ferals that demand everything and give nothing, but again, treating them like the lower lifeforms that they are will improve your lives no end.
those women are more manly than you. cowards like need to be weeded out. govt should mandate asocial chuds like you must be imprisoned and never to touch any gadget again.